Saturday, November 13, 2010

“王老师”

前天,从公司走出来,
下着雨,撑着伞,走向LRT。
经过MAYBANK时,
突然听见“王老师”,
我就凭着好奇心,
转向声音的来源,
远远看见一个
小小圆圆的小男孩,
站在银行外,
想必是在等他的家长。

我转过头的那一刻,
他甜甜的向我招手。
我对他笑了一下,
转头看看周围没有别人。
心想:他一定是认错人。

可是,他一个认错人,
竟然改变我的心情。
如果我是那个“王老师”,
我一定乐得睡不着。

很sweet,窝心的小孩,
谢谢你让我心情变好。

Thursday, November 11, 2010

3 years

Can u believe this?
It has been 3 years.

3 years,
u know?
3 years.





Friday, October 8, 2010

08.10.10

有一些东西,明明是知道的,
却偏偏不相信,“或许我可以不一样”。
在公司里,想要与同事建立好人际关系
可是,种种事件,让我焕然大悟
在公司里,只能建立专业的人际关系
professional work relationship
什么social interpersonal relationship
will never workable in the office

Sunday, August 22, 2010

22.08.10

Dindings Consolidated Group
Assistant - HR.

I've worked for one month.
And It has been one month
I left my family to expose myself to more challenging tasks.
Yes, it is interesting - some might think that it is just the beginning.

Siew Wan - my executive Jie Jie,
has left for her maternity leave since last week.
I've to do my job all alone.
But, thanks God, my Director is very helpful and she guided a lot.

My job is fun, but I miss my family.
Last night, Mama called.
She said she should ask Papa bring some "Bu Ping" for me,
when he comes to KL.
I have no other thoughts,
but I cried for missing her so much.

It was not because I am not doing well here.
In fact, I think I am satisfying with what I have here.
And I don't really want to ask for more.
I am glad too, that HE is here with me, for me.

Mama is always treating me as her little girl.
I cried, because I am happy that, I am still her little girl.
I cried, because I know I love my Mama.
I cried, because I know she loves me too.

For what I have, Thank you Lord.
For what I don't have, Thank you Lord.
I knew you always have your way
to make my life better.

Take good care, Papa Mama.
Take good care, Ah Gor Ah Wee.
Take good care, my dear girl friends.
*hugs*
:)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

29 April 2010

自己跟自己闹情绪
在乎的人一点反应都没有
好像一个手掌在打空气

你不喜欢,
我可以不在意你发生了什么事
我就不会闹情绪
自己让自己不开心
自己让自己不停的担心
或许你会觉得这是我自找的
我只想要你一点点关心
知道你是知道我在乎你的

你可以很潇洒的放下你的愤怒
也可以很若无其事的
我不是要你把事放在心上
我只要你一点点地问候或安慰
我觉得好像我故意在得你的注意
却什么都没得到




我该怎样对自己好一点?

Friday, April 23, 2010

23 April 2010

It was not an ordinary day,YESTERDAY!

I was supposed to go out by 11am to meet my friend for piano theory learning.
The time I came out 1130am,after 1 minute,only I realized I forgot to bring my purse.
I went back to take and come out again to meet Dear to pass him his keys.
On the way from Dear's office, only I realized I forgot to bring my friend's book which I promised to bring to her.
The time I reach at bus stop, bus left already.
That time, I thought I was so big head prawn, and the day may go better soon.
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Thanks God, bus came and I left.
During the theory "class", HR from Imperial Hotel called.
Asked when I graduate, and they really want me to work with them.
She said she needs the position to be filled urgently.
But, I can't promise her, and requested her not to leave the position to me.
And I thought, it will be the end of the story until my resume sent to them.
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During lunch time, Dear sms-ed me and told me the first room girl pasted a warning letter on his room door.
I never took the worries away.
I kept thinking whether I have did something that led to that action.
Until Dad sms-ed me.
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He said CEO from Imperial Hotel called him and told him,he is very impressed me and wants to hire me.
I don't understand how come this issue reach to CEO whom supposes need not to care about this issue.
(p/s: the CEO is my Dad's ex-classmate)
And the only thought and concern in this issue is DEAR.
I can imagine his disappointing face.
Will he support me?
What is playing in his mind when I tell him?
Now, I could not afford to lose him.
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Dear went back to settle his housemate matter before he came to fetch me.
"The balcony is NOT yours! Don't treat it as yours! And don't trespass others' properties! Tolerate for the car park as well. If you can't respect us, MOVE OUT NOW!! Last warning"
This "warning letter" lead us to increased high pressure.
What is this?

Talking about "respect", she is the only one, don't know how to respect people.
She can just hit on people's door rudely and said "reverse your car" without looking at people's eyes and talk properly to people.

Talking about "trespass properties", both of us have no idea what she is talking about. The only thing I can link is her cushion dropped on the roof, don't know when, I helped her collect and put aside. If want to count this in, Dear can argue with her. She put people's clothes aside just to "dry" her towel.

Talking about car park, she has a Kelisa, meanwhile other cars are Vios, Wira, Kenari and Myvi. If want to count who has the authority according to the value of the car, I am sure Dear has the right. We think that she meant that Dear's car always inside. Then, I would say or We could say, it is not true. Pass few days, Dear's car was not parked there.

Talking about balcony, I am the one always helping Dear wash his clothes. I used only about once a week. Whenever the clothes are dry, I collect back. Not like her. Put there for don't know how long. Plus, the rope is Dear's. Why can't he use it? and if he really want to seize it, he has the right to. Pass few days, I didn't wash his clothes, because she was washing. Dear didn't complain her, but she came and bite him for being so kind?

Talking about "last warning", this girl has never ever talk to Dear or verbally "warn" him. How does this count as Last Warning? She is a Law Intern. Don't she know that this warning will cause her trouble? A future lawyer who cannot control her emotion, even don't know how to have good interpersonal relationship with people, what will she become in future?

It is not all about it. She can throw other people's properties just because he touched her properties. She can only smile to her BF, and change face when seeing other people. She even can have a face that Dear may be a stalker and that's the possible reason she dries her inner wear in her room.

So ridiculous.
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Wow.. My day was so interesting and full of anger and anxiety.
However, thanks God, I have Xiao Thian and Ice, and also Dear, to make my burdens less heavy.

Daddy comes to KL today. Yay! I can get my laptop formated soon. :)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

My man

我爱那值得我依靠又肯依靠我的男人。

I love the man
whom I can depend on and
whom he makes me feel that I am dependable for him.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

做你的天使

再一次很幸福的
他说
我是他的天使
我是他的力量源头
我是他的乖乖女友

他的每一字每一句
可以让我开心一整天

谢谢你

我要一辈子做你的天使
做你的公主
:)


Monday, March 29, 2010

我又中毒了

中了另一种毒
一点都不好玩

痛是很痛
不开心是很不开心

知道你累了
知道你需要发泄
知道你不是有意的

我也太会选时间
来发脾气了
对你的不满
之前没说出口
却在不对的时间
什么都讲了出来

你不完美
我也不完美
我凭什么
发你脾气

可是
我不能一直都这样的
我也需要你
我可以迁就你
我也要你理解我

所以才会闹到现在这样子

我不喜欢我们吵架时

我不喜欢我们静静无语时

我不喜欢看到你压力时

更不喜欢不被理解时

现在到底是什么情况?
你就这样睡着了
我可以做什么?
我还可以做什么?
:'(

我中毒了

不知道从几时开始
不知道从何时开始
不知道从何地开始

我发现自己中了
很多无法自拔的毒
救不了自己
因为

无法自拔的喜欢你
无法自拔的爱着你
无法自拔的想念你
无法自拔的担心你
无法自拔的迁就你
无法自拔的心疼你

很喜欢你在我睡醒时
对着我笑

很喜欢你在我生病时
叮咛我多穿几件衣服

很喜欢在我睡觉时
轻轻的抚摸我的脸颊

很喜欢你在和我分隔多日
又在相遇时
深深地看住我

很喜欢你在分离时
给我一直很渴望的拥抱
和额头上的轻吻

很喜欢你在我流泪时
轻轻的抹去我的泪
还轻轻又紧紧地抱住我

很喜欢我们一起打斗
倒在地上打滚时的欢乐
(但是没有很喜欢
你不让我的时候:P)

也很喜欢你在睡觉时
突然哈哈大笑
让你跟我分享时
你却睡着了
*嘻嘻*

特别喜欢你在我们第一次牵手时
因为紧张
而紧紧地捉住我的手
还用你的手臂
紧紧地夹住我的手

还有很多很多的喜欢

每次周末见了你之后
每个周日
对你的思念更多更多
对你的爱更深更深

亲爱的宝贝
SHMILY



Wednesday, March 24, 2010

记得以前

一个人走路去上课
一个人放学去Giant
一个人警惕的走着
一个人胡思乱想的

发现,
自己原来已经脱离了这种生活很久了

记得以前,
还有你和你们相约起上学去

发现,
一个人上的课很好也很糟

记得以前,
还有你和你们一起在老师讲课时睡觉

记得以前,
还有你和你们一起讨论功课

记得以前,
还有你和你们一起放学后去找东西吃

记得以前,
还有你和你们一起讨论要不要逃课

现在,
过着以前一个人的生活
挺好的
挺糟的
挺苦的
挺累的

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一个星期,连连上了9个小时
那个不和蔼不可亲的老师的课
压力多到不懂得如何解脱

突然,
头脑闪过一个很可怕的画面
“成绩出来,要重考;
回美里,仅仅那几天;
又要背起书包,
回到那老早就想要摆脱的学校,
面对着同样惹人讨厌的老师。。。
我不要!!”

Saturday, March 20, 2010

20th March 2010

不想想太多

不想为自己的懒散找借口

知道自己在重要的事上放不够心思和时间

也不表示可以大方的接受建议

知道自己要什么

知道自己该做什么

没说不代表不会去做

说可能做不到

只是不想给自己太多太大的压力

只是不想让自己一个人的时候,除了对电话另一头的他说

始终无法让自己更放松,更好过

很多东西要说

很多东西可以说

可是很多东西说了等于没说

渐渐的觉得自己越来越像她

开始慢慢地封闭自己

自己一个人哭

却没有人可以真正的理解心里深深的痛和苦

自己跟自己说

我想这是我唯一的解决方法


Thursday, March 11, 2010

谁来安慰我?

明明自己说了,是自己的错
对方再提起时,让自己更不好受
我为我所作的道歉了
我也受伤了
我该找谁来安慰我?

11th of March, 2010

"遇到一个你要教她撒娇的最可怜!"

是我想多了吗?
如果说我是对号入座了,
我坐在对的位子吗?

还是无法控制自己的情绪

另一边的他,
到底是怎么想的呢?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

对不起

突然全身无力的感觉
有人明白吗?
泪的季节
不是过了吗?

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我今天太错了
在你需要我时
我却不在
在你不开心时
我却耐不住自己的脾气
对不起

我知道你累了
我知道你需要我
可是
我却没有在你身边
还让你更生气
对不起

我了解你的心情
在疲倦时
要倒下时
最想听到的声音
是自己爱的人的声音
我知道你的感受
因为你和我一样
只想找个人依赖
对不起

我除了上课和睡觉
每时每刻都注意电话
看有没有你的信息
看有没有你的来电
就算离开了一下
回来第一件做的事时
检查电话
就算我在上课
我也会忍不住的偷看电话
那种期待,等待的心情
又甜蜜又难受

只是
今天,正巧
在你需要我时
我把时间给了我的朋友
对不起

我知道错了
不要生气了
好吗?

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这样好玩吗?
让他不开心了
好玩吗?
:(

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Teary day

Again, my tears dropped.
He called when he saw my SMS asking for support.
He is so sweet and supportive, always.

This time, I cried for happiness.

Thank you, dear~

3rd of March, 2010

Out of sudden, my tears dropped when I was eating Maggi Mee before I am going to class
It was not because of the temperature of the soup,
It was not because I felt lonely of eating alone,
But, It was because, I am missing you.

Thinking whether you will have your meals on time or not.
Thinking whether you have drink enough or not.
Thinking whether you have time to do laundry and other stuff without me or not.
Plus, I am stress for my studies which required a lot of reading.

I am taking myself as a very important person for you.
I don't want to admit that you can live without me.
I know you can take good care of yourself.
But I cannot stop thinking and worrying about you.

I wish I can cook for you when you back home.
I wish I can deliver you a lunchbox.
I wish I can do all the housework for you.
I wish...

I miss you, badly!

加油,思忆!

突然间,有一种很痛的感觉
你懂吗?

他开始工作了。
今天是第三天。
每天都OT。
每天都担心他吃了没?

和她谈起HR的工作范围,
才发现,
原来HR并不是我想象中那么容易,
比我想象中更艰难。

因而,让我很自责,
为什么要说服他,让他接这份工作呢?
薪水比预料中还低,工作量比预料中还多。
每天OT,还要省这个省那个。

我可以为他做什么?
我可以帮他减轻什么负担?

想要成为他背后的女人,
支持他。
想要给他多一些空间,
专心于他的工作。

可是,我舍不得放手。
我舍不得学习不依赖他。

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思忆,要加油!
不要让他担心。
不要让他更疲倦。
成为他背后的女人一点也不难。
要坚强!
你可以的!!

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亲爱的,我知道我不能为你减轻工作上的负担。
我只能静静的看着你这么辛苦工作。
所以,我会努力的。
不会让你担心的。
不会让你影响工作的。
加油,宝贝!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

2nd of March, 2010

Congratulations, Dear~
for getting a job.

But, why you need to OT since the first day of working?
Somemore, today may be later than yesterday.
Plus, you have nothing to fill your stomach full.

How?
if I am not around?
if I back to Miri?
if I don't have your key with me?

I wish I can do something for you.

Monday, February 22, 2010

very keen to watch fireworks with him
but how to let him know?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Lucas

A little video and audio recording of Lucas, 2 years and 3 months plus boy.

Lucas's favorite - ball kicking

Can you see that how accurate his kick on the ball when the ball was still bouncing?
Sorry if it caused you neck and eye problem to watch this video. :P

Lucas learnt a new word from Gor Gor (my brother) : [audio recording]


:)
He made up my day.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Now I know

Read your blog..changed my mind..
Now only I knew that, you are missing me more than I can imagine..
I am such an inconsiderate person.
No matter, towards you or my dear friends.



















I miss you too.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

让“不可能”变为“可能”,可能吗?

和某人谈起他和她之间的事
刚开始虽然不很愿意谈,
但,有个声音告诉她,
为什么要逃避呢?

从信仰的层面上看,
它并不是一件让人可以开怀地谈论的事
因为,爱上他,就得付上比其他人还要多的代价
毕竟,建立基督化家庭,是两个人的事

其实很想告诉他,
如果,你的女朋友,
虽然知道那是“不可能”的,
却还抱着一丝丝的希望,
盼望你和她一样一起相信耶稣,
将来可以建立基督化的家庭,
死后仍然可以在天堂见面,
你会觉得这样会很过分吗?

承诺了的考验,会是什么样的呢?
是给他们信心的考验吗?
还是给他们更“方便”离开对方呢?

每天的祈祷,
希望有奇迹会发生,
希望神掌权

信与不信的,不能和为一体
却还抱着那一顶点的希望

我和她的一样,
希望奇迹会发生
因为神是行神迹的神
而他,是神安排给我的吗?

在想他了。。

Friday, January 22, 2010

习惯

有人说,爱的最高境界是“习惯”
当你习惯了一个人生活中的习惯,
你就真地爱上他了
真的是这样吗?

爱一个人就要爱并接纳他的优点和缺点
等你真得学会接纳他所有的优点和缺点时,
我想,你可以说已经是习惯了他生活中的习惯
那么,到底是,你爱他,是因为你习惯了他生活中的习惯
还是,你爱他,就要习惯他生活中的习惯呢?

我已经习惯了他的24小时的保护我
我已经习惯了他在睡前在我的额头上给我一个吻
我已经习惯了每次吵架过了,第二天就和好没事
我已经习惯了他因为打机而没空理我
我已经习惯了他晚睡的习惯
我已经习惯了他跟我说他有多想我
我已经习惯了他告诉我生活的小点滴

可是,
我还是不习惯,他用重的语气和我说话(他说话声量大)
我还是不习惯,他在打机时对我发脾气
我还是不习惯,和他吵架后,需要给自己时间安静的习惯
我还是不习惯,接受他的责备/情况的分析

那我到底是爱他还是不爱他呢?
还用问吗?
我爱他,只是还没有完全的爱他的习惯。
不是吗?

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I love you!

我爱耀扬
I love yeow yang
Aku cinta yeow yang
Ik hou yeow yang
Λατρεύω yeow yang
Ich liebe yeow yang
मैं 耀扬 प्यार
耀扬
ฉัน รัก yeow yang

ehhehehe~

Friday, January 15, 2010

R.I.P Sandra

About 7 years ago, when I was in Sibu, my grandparents' place.
I received a sad news of a friend of mine,Mao Kai Yuan.
He has passed away in a car accident.
I could not believe it.
I kept calling my other friends to confirm the news.
Even when I received confirmation,
I still prayed,
"God, bring him alive."

Yesterday, I received another sad news from my housemate.
She, Sandra Wong, my ex-housemate passed away in a car accident.
This time, I could not take it as well.
Such a big person, how can they said she has passed away,then she just really gone?
Went to her Facebook.
Saw the comments and greetings her friends gave,
Saw her photos,
I could not not admit that, she has left us.
Until now, I am still waiting, someone will tell me that the news is a prank.

Although we were not close, but we did talk to each other.
Although I have no good feeling towards her, but I felt sad for her leaving.

I am sorry, Sandra, for not treating you better when you were staying with us.
I am sorry, Sandra, for talking about you behind you.

Rest In Peace, Sandra.
I guess, you are now sitting beside Jesus Lord,
enjoying the most happiest moment in Heaven.

May God comfort your family and all those whom you loved and cared.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Complaint 投诉

我要投诉,王耀扬最近很少陪我!
哼!

I want to complain, that Heng Yeow Yang spent less time to accompany me.
Hmm~!

:(

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

For you, MaMa

12/01/2010
is my dearest MaMa's birthday.
I never know how nice it is to celebrate her birthday until today.
Pass few years, I was not available to celebrate her birthday.
And today, I felt so special that it is MaMa's birthday.

Since I went to KL to further my study,
I felt the gap between us were slowly becoming thinner.
I can tell almost everything to her.
And she is more like a friend for me.
Nevertheless, I love her more than ever.

Because of her, I am in the world.
Because of her, people praised me as a nice girl.
Because of her, I looked not bad. :P
Because of her, I am who I am.

In this special day, I want to thank you, MaMa,
for bringing me up,
for supporting me,
for guiding me,
for feeding me,
for caring me,
and of course, for loving me.
You are the best MaMa in the world.
I love you, MaMa!



Happy Birthday, MaMa

Dear Father Lord, thank You for taking care of MaMa all the time. Thank You for the love You gave us in our relationship. Please continue to take care of her, so that she will be happy, pretty, healthy, safe always. Thank You, Father Lord. On Your name, I prayed. Amen.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

受逼迫的人有福了!

最近,常听到的话题,不只是朋友的绯闻,
还有会涉及国家安宁的宗教议题。

十二月三十一日那天,
收到好消息:
知道法庭判决基督徒可以用“阿拉"来称呼上帝。
可是,
意想不到的是
这件事还没有解决。

这几天不断听到
“又有一间教会被攻击了”
让人又气又担忧。

可是,
想起一句话:
“受逼迫的人有福了,因为天国是他们的。”

接着又收到朋友传送的信息,说:
有人攻击凡在车子上张贴于基督教有关的东西的人。
那句话,又提醒了我。

“你在怕什么呢?你在忧虑什么呢?
受逼迫的人有福了,因为天国使他们的。
因为他们的逼迫,让你更确定,天国是你的了。”

身为神的子民,
身为神的女儿,
我们更应当坚强起来。
因为,
就像当年,神让摩西带领以色列人出埃及一样,
神多次让法老(埃及王)不心软。
还增加了以色列人的工作量。
神因此就降灾祸在埃及人身上。

同样的,
今天,
马来西亚的基督徒,受逼迫,被欺负。
神一样的,一直在眷顾我们。
或许,他要我们透过这件事,
感动那些不信者的心。

不要问“上帝,你在哪里?”
只求“阿爸父,怜悯他们,因他们所作的,他们不知道。”

阿爸父,求你赐我怜悯的心,不要因为他们的所作所为而生气。
也求你赐我爱心,因为你教导我要爱仇敌。
求你怜悯他们,因为他们所作的,他们不知道。
也求你感动我身边还未接受你做他们生命主宰的亲戚朋友们。
父,求你帮助相关人士在这件事上,有良好的处理方式。
赐他们聪明智慧,晓得如何妥善地解决这件事,
让人民都能在安宁的国家生活。
一切的一切,还是要交拖在父你的手中。
一切照你的旨意行。
奉主名求的。
阿们!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

:)

答应了妹妹,会把他送我的链子送她。

既然收在箱子里没用,就干脆给其他人用。


可是,在打开那藏在衣橱上至少有两年的箱子,

才发现原来曾经作出那么潇洒的承诺。

在重看他写的信和我写的日记事,对写信者一点感觉也没有,

可是我的脑袋却浮现着的样子。

仿佛是写给我的。


这个感觉到底是对还是错的呢?

到底,这代表着什么呢?



反正,都已成过去了,成历史了。

已经不该想太多了。

想珍惜现在。

为已经没有遗憾了

:)

Monday, January 4, 2010

。。。

已经被自己的情绪混淆了
到底是怎么了?
不开心事为什么?
妹妹的离开?
午睡的恶梦?
还是,
突然少了什么的感觉?

情绪真的不能受控制了
滴下的泪水到底是为什么?

想要一个人安静
又害怕一个人的时候

Missing

Both of you went back to school already.
I felt so empty.
I miss the moment we teasing each other as "Aminah", "Maria" etc.
I miss the moment we playing "extreme spot the differences" together.
I miss the moment we fighting for the middle seat of the car,
just to avoid being asked to open the gate.
I miss the moment we counting who is the one washing dishes "tonight".


p/s: I asked Lucas who are they? He can recognize you two correctly o~ hehe..

Previously, I am the one leaving you two.
I asked if you will miss me or not.
You said "NO".
But, I am sure you are missing me now. ^^
Maybe you miss Lucas more than me. :(

Still, I miss you.

Sooner, after one month we will be meeting up,
Again, we shall call each other "Aminah", "Maria", "Aweenah" etc.
Again, we shall play "extreme spot the differences" game.
Again, we shall fight for inner seat.

Again, we shall count who will be the dishes washer of the night.


I miss you, ah Wee and ah Li.


Ah Gor, I miss you too.
Miss your Mr. Bean joke.
Miss your funny sound.
Miss your Keh Poh reaction.
Don't miss your girl only lah~
=.=

Time past fast.
One more month.
I have one more month to play and relax.
I have one more month to spend with parents.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

pre-birthday-celebration for wee

Today is family day.
We went shopping together.
Helped mama with her works together.
Slept together.
Ate steamboard together.

We pre-celebrated my sister's 21st birthday at 快可利刷刷锅 without a cake.
After dinner, we went to Boulevard shopping.
My daddy is addicted to the 100 plus promotion.
It has been two days we went there just to buy 100 plus.
Cheap cheap enough~

Then we three sisters went shop for clothes.
It was nice moment to be.
But, there was always someone there realizing smelly gas.
-.-
It was a fun moment though.

Here are some pictures:













I love my family. Suddenly don't feel like leaving this lovely home.

Friday, January 1, 2010

New year New prospect

Here comes Year 2010 which will be another challenging year for me.
After seven months from now, I will be officially graduated, hopefully~
It is MY year. It will be MY year. So, I will let it be MY year.
Weee~:)

Year 2009 was a grateful year.
Thanks God for bringing me go through everything that I have experienced.
Thanks God for sending so many angels to me, to cheer me,protect me,care me and love me etc.

Thanks God I have nothing less.

Thanks God I have GAINED WEIGHT. :)

The toughest moment for my study, which was regarding Thesis Research has passed smoothly.
The happiest moment, which were hanging out with friends have passed as well.
The saddest moments, which were indescribable,uncountable have passed without regrets.

Year 2009 was an interesting year
with joy,sorrow,nervous,worry,fun etc.
Year 2010 will be a brand new year.


Family
I would like to thank God for bringing me to this family.
I would like to have more time spending with them,especially Daddy Mummy.
Thanks God that He arranged Imperial Hotel and Sincere Center rejected my application.
Now I have more time spend with them until CNY.
Although it has been long time that I didn't come back, we still have a very close relationship.
Now,even closer.
Thanks God for taking care of my family and for the love that you "watering" in our relationship.
I will treasure them more,sayang them more.

Study
Thanks God, it is going to be the last semester for me.
Thanks God, for sending YY to "force" me for study, and my results were getting better.
No matter how easy or tough the coming semester will be, I will still try my best to get better result.
I MUST be totally FREE from exam and assignment starting from July 2010.

Faith
Sorry Lord, that I have disappointing you with my "sudden hot sudden cold" heart towards YOU.
In new year, I must "shi feng" as long as I can breath.
I want to turn "religion" to "faith".

Friendship
I have nothing much to wish for friendship.
I want to make more friends.
But I don't want to lose any friends.
I just want to keep in touch my dear friends
and treasure them, be their support whenever they need someone.

Love Relationship

It is the most difficult course in life (I guess).
Since 5th of Dec 2009, we have separated.
I don't know when will be our next meeting.
How our fate will be? I have no guarantee that we will be together forever.
But, I want us to be together as long as we love each other.

So, I will never give up and we will be working very hard to work it out.
Right,dear?


OK, that's all I have, I think.

Oh ya~And
I wish I will update my blog more often.
So that my dear, and my dear friends who want to know about latest me
will get updated. :) Wish me luck!
And wish all of you all the best.

May this year will fill your life with
HAPPINESS,

HEALTHY,

WEALTHY,

LAUGHTER,

SWEET MEMORY.

Happy New Year 2010!