I am here

I didn't know that
your emotion would caused
much greater influence on me
even after we separated

I never think that
the impact is much greater
than when we were together

I don't know how to explain the feeling
I only know that I should try to understand

I will be here
if you need me

I am always here
to listen
to comfort
to understand
what you have experienced

*big warm hug* for you
Hope you will be fine
:)

有些事情，不是说不提等于没事或不记得
有些事情，看到了不说却不知道以后会不会后悔

记忆，永远都会在
只是，不该摆出来的，
该藏去哪里？

看到某些事物，
看到某些人，
难免会勾起回忆
但是，
近日不同往日
有些回忆，该挪去的，总该挪去

怎样挪去一些不想被存留的记忆呢？

Uninvited conversation

While waiting for my dear to have Webcam together, I was checking the friend list in my MSN. Out of sudden, I saw a familiar but not really known name. I opened the conversation window, wanting to chat with HER and ask who is SHE. Unexpectedly, SHE started the conversation by "Hi".

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It was really LAME, I think. Why would people do like this? Hacking people's privacy and spreading virus in people's account, just to send such LAME "joke"? They are totally UNEDUCATED and "siak ba mo jin zo.."!

Another time, I was doing my research online. A guy used Skype to "communicate" with me by "Hi, are you alone tonight? Do you want one night stand?" For sure, it is not VIRUS. Because, whenever I replied, he replied according to the questions. I guess he would never think that he was actually chatting with a guy, my Dear. Dare he told me that he was working in Miri. If he was working for my Daddy, he would be unemployed now!

When will this end?