Blessing~

Yesterday,
was a very special day!

After a long run for our studies,
Finally got chance to go for shopping
He never complaint for my choosy behavior
Instead, he accompanied me the whole day

At night,
She called me
It was a special conversation
that we never have before
We talked from heart to heart
She wishes the best for me
At the same time,
She blesses us
I felt the closeness between us
It is great!

I wanted to shout out loud that
Mummy, Thank you
for the blessing
and the caring
I love you!

Lord,
Thank you!
for all the arrangement
for all the concern and caring on me
This is the best Christmas gift for this year!

I really feel grateful for everything
that I have
The loves I own from different people
It is so amazing!
It is so beautiful!

掉了~ 停了~ 湿了~

咬紧牙根
结果还是
掉了~

忍着
含着
还是
掉了~

静静的
轻轻的
掉了~

一分钟
三分钟
五分钟
终于
停了~

信息
安慰
停了~

一双
一对
还是
湿了~


掉了~

停了~

湿了~

night without good nite

suddenly

"i want go sleep, that's all"
I was shocked.

No good nite

what did i do?

what did i say?

what ur heart saying abt me?

i suddenly feel like

LOST...

only u can find me back...

i suddenly dunno what to do...

Only u can tell me how...

or

maybe u just want to sleep
WITHoUT good nite.

I guess...

maybe u are influenced
by my moody.

I guess...

平衡点

不知道，你们有没有发现
我，突然间，变得很积极，
变得很38的关心身边的人
真的，自己也这么觉得..

为什么？
原因只有一个，“害怕”
害怕被遗忘
害怕自己变得不懂得关怀
害怕在需要时，又有那种迷路的感觉

是时候学习平衡一下的了
但，平衡点在哪里？

house 32

Suddenly, house 32 in the dark state
That everyone seems so down
That some fall sick
That virus is transferring all around the house
That some are moving out
That laughter is going to be lesser and lesser
That everyone is going to be stress for exam and assignments

My mood has been affected by the atmosphere of house 32
I never feel so before
never affected by the atmosphere of house 32
or maybe I didn't realize before
That when the laughter brings up my days

To Yong Jie,
Know you're sick when preparing your exam
Nothing much I can do except for my care and my prayer
Hope you can be tougher and be stronger

To Agnes and Shari,
Knowing you two are moving out soon
Better bcoz getting quieter
But, worst I gonna miss your craziness
your laughter
your stories of your past
your cares for me
Take good care
Will be missing you two

To Joana,
you are the most senang student who is in exam period
but still playing MissBimbo
I know nothing much I can be worrying about you
Only thing to say
Take good care
Don't eat KFC again when you haven't recover from your stomachache

To XiaoThian,
you are the only one in this house
going to fight together with me for the Psycho thingny
know your thesis is going to done soon
still,have enough rest

To house 32 daily visitor,Yeow Yang,
After all, you are more relax a bit
knowing you are having stressful period
but still create problems to you
I know there is nothing much you need me to be worry about
but still,Take good care and take enough rest




*Here is the closer one as requested by ah lim.too bad that we don't have everyone(Yong Jie) in the picture.Just realized that we have no family picture for house 32.

Love you all!muaks~

幸福

和housemates聊天后，
感觉很不错，
至少，我觉得我是in-group...
将近早上五点，
还不想睡...

和她谈谈过后，
我觉得自己很幸福，
至少，你一直都在...

每当被问起“你喜欢他什么？”
我总是回答，“安全感咯~”
其实，it is more than that...
你给了我很多，我需要的东西...

跟你在一起，你让我看到未来...
跟你在一起，我感觉到我的付出是值得的...
跟你在一起，我觉得我是被珍惜的...
跟你在一起，我真得很幸福...

你的大男人主义，同时，是尊重我的...
你的大男人主义，同时，是在乎我的感受的...
你的大男人主义，同时，让我觉得做你的小女人是幸福的...

我也希望，你是幸福的...

P/S: To someone, I know you are suffering from something which came in the wrong time. I am sorry for that. I want you to know, you are not alone! Never! Don't try to be tough, if you think you are not enough to be that. I am always here for you. And remember, you owe nobody anything, you owe yourself a "yourself". Be yourself, think of yourself, and everything "yourself" first. You can make it, we support you until the end of the world. Good luck,sweetie!^^

I m ok!

对不起！
谢谢你！
谢谢你们，
在我最需要的时候，
在我身边，
尽管我看不到，
但我感觉得到。

阿猫，
谢谢你，
带我出去，
陪我走走，
不要怪他了，
是我太敏感，
是我太冲动，
是我太快下定论了。
其实，
他并不是我所说的那样。
我知道你是疼我的。
呵呵~
谢谢你！

扬，
对不起，
让你担心了，
害你浪费了一个小时，
为我担心。
谢谢你为我担心，
谢谢你为我付出的。
谢谢你“干净”的衣服。
答应你，
不会有下次了。

好友们，
谢谢你们，
至少让我感受到，
我还有朋友。。。

Thesis + 魔鬼，
今天，
我被你打败了，
差点为了你，
就送上命了，
但是，
我现在站起来了。
我不会再让你
拿我的生命来当赌注了。

思忆，
不止是学会往好的方面想，
还要学会成熟点，
你今天最幼稚的了！
要改要改！

T.T

DISAPPOINTED!!!

TIRED!!!

HATE!!!

WHAT QUESTION DID I ASK SO NOT EMERGENCY?
OR I DISTURB UR FLOW TO DO UR WORKS?

U TOT I LIKE SO MUCH TO ASK U QUESTIONS MEH?
ASK U QUESTIONS SHOWS I AM SO STUPID...
CANT EVEN THINK BY MYSELF...
I HAPPY TO ASK MEH?

OK THEN...

THANKS FOR UR PRECIOUS TIME...

WON'T DISTURB U AGAIN AND AGAIN...

again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

女人，真的是水做的。。。
至少我觉得我是。。。

今天，ponteng church，
就为了做thesis。。。
可是，
我乱了。。。
想写的东西，
却没有research support。。。

写出来，又不能defense自己的idea。。。
有用么？
很累！
很后悔这个学期拿这科！

刚开始的自信到哪里去了？？？？

对！！！
没有时间了！！！
没有时间给我担心这个担心那个了。。。
可是，
我的idea真的不能想写就写，
不能想有就有的。
为什么？
就因为我不是professional的吗？
就因为我没有research support吗?

讨厌这么多规则，
讨厌！！！
不要defense可以吗？
你们直接给comment,就好了嘛！！！！
为什么要defense???

很不开心！！！
每个人都做到很想很有自信那样。。。
我？？？？？

自信心又不见了。。。
心情又变了。。。
泪又流了。。。

又是流泪的一天 T.T

心情糟透了，
讨厌在这种时间，
有那种，
不懂要找谁谈心的感觉
害怕被拒绝，
害怕被推辞。。。

心情已经跌入深谷，
却不知道要谁来诉苦
很累，
找人，找到很累
一边找一边猜测
“她不得空”
“她不一定有空”
“她不在”
“她。。。”

我想，我应该学会
keep thing to yourself
不需要分享，
不需要发泄，
也可以“解脱”的
不对吗？

crapping....

曾经，我们是一对很要好的朋友。
曾经，我告诉过自己，你是一个值得我去珍惜的朋友。
曾经，你听我哭，听我笑。
我连上的笑容，是你教我的。
也是因为你，我的社交圈子越变越大。
又曾经，为了自己的利益，而生气你。
曾经，以为我们不可能再做会朋友了。
但是，时间终于冲淡我心中的怒气。
终于，朋友又再是朋友。
可是，我就是那么的心胸狭窄。
接受不到，我们的友谊不再像以前那样。
一次又一次的告诉自己，我生气了。
可是，一次又一次想要接近你，无论我们的距离有多远。
我真的很想要回你这个朋友。
我真的被你遗忘了吗？
我，在你心目中，真的还有你所谓的地位吗？
为什么我感觉不到？
我告诉自己，不管了。
我已经不在乎了。
可是，事实告诉我，我还是很在乎，
不然，我也不会这么介意。
如果有一天，你“回来”了，
我，会怎样对待你呢？
我还会像以前一样，那么渴望，那么期待吗？
对你，我的心，已经淡化了，不是吗？

谢

我只想说：谢谢你
就算我真的被遗忘了，至少我还有你...
谢谢你宠我，
谢谢你疼我，
谢谢你一直都在我身边...

Ain't a good day for me (us)

The day started with a very bad and unwanted dream
Jealousy in dream really cannot be controlled
But, it has a very strong effect to my day
Woke up in a down mood, continue with unsmooth day

I tried to keep the “secret” from u
Because I don’t want my stupid dream affect us
But it did not go as I wish it to be
Tears dropped
Crying out loud alone in a room
Facing trouble in finding people to talk to
I was nearly killed

I try to be strong
I try to escape
I try to be more “ladies”
But, I am still, just a little lady that has unstable emotion

Night, out with friends for celebrate of somebody’s birthday
Thing goes smooth at first
Almost till the end of the day
I messed up everything by telling joke about you
After all, I felt bad about myself
And congratulations, I got punishments…

Insomnia, thinking what is happening
To us, or maybe just me

It was not a good day for me or maybe for us
Faced more conflict after all the clarification,
Faced more insecure after all the confession

Suddenly, felt so lonely
Suddenly, miss u so much

:)

I am happy,
although I am tired,
stress,
but I am happy,
because,
I like to see you smile,
I like to see you laugh,
whenever I try to cheer you up.
I had made a good choice today,
at least...
you SMILE.
:)

Fwd: A love from a Father

True Story ...

A son says to his father: 'Dad, would you be willingly to run a marathon with me?'

The father, despite his age and a heart disease, says 'YES'.

And they run that marathon, together.

The son asks: 'Dad, can you run another marathon with me?' Again father says 'YES'.

They run another marathon, together.

One day the son asks his father: 'Dad, would please do the Iron Man with me?'

Now just in case you wouldn't know, 'The Iron Man' is the toughest triatlonin existence; 4km swimming, then 180 km by bike, and finally another 42km running, in one stroke.


Again father says 'YES'

Maybe this doesn't 'touch' you yet by heart ... until you see this movie (put on sound!):

终于

终于，
回到一个人的日子。。。
有点闲闲，有点闷闷。。。
有很多想念，有很多牵挂。。。
已经习惯两个人的我，
突然间有点束手无策，
无时无刻都在留意电话，
想要在它铃响的第一时间接电话。。。

终于，
你们见面了。。。
感觉怎样？
我，很兴奋。。。
你，也很开心。。。
那，你呢？
我们都很想知道。。。

终于，
轻松了下来，
觉得没事做，
可是一点也不好受，
担心还有什么事忘了做，
好像习惯了忙碌的日子。。。

终于，
感觉自己比以前成熟很多，
考虑很多，
更会为自己和别人着想。。。

终于。。。

assignment from ah tay

Tagged by Ah Tay

Answer the questions below,
do a Google image search with your answer,
take a picture from the 1st page of results,
and do it with minimal words of explanation.
Tag 5 other people to do the same once
you’ve finished answering all questions.


The age you’ll be on your next birthday



Aiya..now i regret that i din do dis before my bday..>.<

A place you would like to travel to



to visit my ms. dearie thr..

Your favourite food



Wuahahahaha...all mine...

Your favourite place



*Yawn*

Your favourite pet



But they all gone ady..:(

Your favourite colour combination



Creation of God,it is so amazing!!

Your favourite piece of clothing



Any clothes that made me looked gorgeous. ^^

Your favourite TV shows



Any show that make me happy and laugh..

Your all time favourite song



"Purest of Pain" sentimental song, i like

The town in which you live



Oil Town

Your screen name / nickname



YiiYii

Your 1st job



Piano teacher

Your dream job



Travel around the world with big ship like titanic without working

Your worst fear



especially when i sleep!!!

A bad habit you have



sleep late

The one thing you’d like to do before you die



Tell everyone I care "I love you!" especially to daddy, mummy, siblings and HIM



Tag: YOU lah...

after telling my decision

Finally,my exam past ady. I got quite satisfying result for my forensic psych.

Recently, I have decided, to confess. To them, whom I love so much. But I don't know why I didn't feel relax after that. In contrast, I felt more stress and scare.

I love you, I love you, and I love you also. That's why I wish to share my happiness with all of you. But... I knew since I have decided, this journey wont be as easy as I used to went through (although in the past, it was still tough journey). I became more mature and think more about future. I have never been through this, so it causes me more stress to worry about many things.

I love you, so I wish you to know what I felt. What if you don't understand? What if I have to make another decision? What if things change after I have decided? I knew the journey would be very tough, I promise I will do everything to make it smooth, But can you promise that things will be going on as what we had planned?

20 Sept 2008

It was a memorable night for Roberta and Ye Tsun,



on Their wedding dinner,in which their relatives and friends witness their love.
It was also my first time attending the wedding of a friend of mine(actually,they are yy's friends) without parents.

Here we are with the bride and groom.


With Catherine.


Plus Dear JoyJoy


With JoyJoy


Plus Olly(Olivia,2nd left) and Anna(1st right)


Last but not least,my prince charming(shy shy..hehehe..)


Second round for Joseph(JoyJoy's bro)'s bday


Dear Ye Tsun and Roberta,although not very close with you two,still,wish you two happy ever after together-gather with your little princess,Esther.^^


*p/s:got this from joyjoy when grabbing photos from her..this is wat we used to/always do..act like little kids,but enjoyed ourselves..=.=

I was not smelling his "ga-rak-dai",ok? BUT,that is funny.

平安？？

马来西亚...
还是一个和平的国家吗？
住在这里，
我已经开始失去了
心中的平安...

非洲人命案

人类的EQ
到哪里去了？

刚才，
和爹地妈咪聊天，
我告诉他们，
我要快快读完书
回家去...

在这里，
至少还有耀扬陪伴着我
这就是为什么，
他从来都不让我一个出去的原因

亲爱的，
你也要好好照顾自己哦
我还需要你这个护花使者

想念

真的很想你！

今天

现在心情很乱。。。
在msn上，按来按去。。。
想找个人来安慰自己。。。
却不懂要找谁。。。
也不懂要怎样开口。。。

你说，你没事。。。
可是，我不相信，
因为你的脸上，
没有表露出你没事的样子。。。
虽然想念的感觉很好，
可是加上担心时，
真的很折磨人。。。

“一个人不开心的时候，
不是去喝酒，
不是找朋友聊天，
而是很想写东西，
把自己的心情写出来。”

你真的没事吗？
你真的很好吗？
今天，还没看见你笑。。。
如果你真很好，就笑一个给我看好吗？

Malaysia Taxi

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Malaysia's taxi is the worst in the world

I have agree with this although I am a Malaysian. Even I am Malaysian, I am from Sarawak, KL taxi driver will still bully me as I am not KL-ian. Something have to do to improve it.

You can see how worst they are in below link:

Worst taxi 1

Worst taxi 2

Mieow Mieow vs. Printer

This is so cute!

无主题

终于，做了决定，在这个学期拿大学论文1...
不能再让自己过得太无忧无虑...
该给自己一些些压力...
但是，我相信，我可以...
父，你会一直指引我的，对吗？

解决了一个烦恼...
心情却没有因此而放松下来...
还有一个烦恼，到底要不要拿Minor?

昨晚，实在是失眠...
头脑漂浮着许多的画面...
还有一年多，就要毕业了...
告诉过自己，毕业了要回美里工作，陪家人...
到时，LDR又要重演了...
那不是一天两通电话，
几个月驾一次3个小时的长途路，
见一次面，那么简单...
可能会是，像牛郎织女一样，
一年见一次面，那么可怜...
我到底该怎么办？

几米-新作-《夫妻》

1。他是个哑巴，虽然能听懂别人的话，却说不出自己的感受

2。她是他的邻居，一个和外婆相依为命的女孩。

3。她一直喊他哥哥。他真象个哥哥，
带她上学，伴她玩耍，含笑听她唧唧喳喳讲话。
他只用手势和她交谈，可能她能读懂他的每一个眼神。
从哥哥注视她的目光里，她知道他有多么喜欢自己。

4。他们从小一起玩耍，一起长大。

5。后来，她终于考上了大学，非常开心。

6。他便开始拼命挣钱，然后源源不断地寄给她。她从来没有拒绝。

7。终于， 她毕业了，参加了工作。
然后，她坚定地对他说：'哥哥，我要嫁给你！'

8。他象只受惊的兔子逃掉了，再也不肯见她，无论她怎样哀求。

9。她这样说：'你以为我同情你吗？想报答你吗？不是，
我12岁我就爱上你了。'可是，她得不到他的回答。

10。有一天，
她突然住进了医院。他吓坏了，跑去看他。医生说，她喉咙里长了一个瘤，虽然切除了，却破坏了声带，可能再也讲不了话了。病床上，她泪眼婆娑的注视着他。

11。于是，
他们结婚了。很多年，没有人听他们讲过一句话。他们用手，用笔，用眼神交谈，分享喜悦和悲伤。他们成了相恋男女羡慕的对象。人们说，那一对多么幸福的哑夫妻啊。

12。爱情阻挡不了死神的降临，
他撇下她一个人先走了。人们怕她经受不住失去爱侣的打击来安慰她。

13。她收回注视他遗像的呆痴目光，突然开口说：'他还是走了。'谎言已揭穿了……

14。人们惊讶之余，
都感叹不已，这是一份多么执着的、深厚的、像童话一样的爱呀！从此，她不再讲话，不久也离开了人世。

15。相恋中的男女仍会拿他们当作谈论的话题，
他们常说，你听过那对哑夫妻的故事吗？默默爱你，直到永远……

Fwd:

A touching STORY....... .. must read...... friend mail......


I was walking around in a Big Bazar store making shopping, when I saw a cashier talking to a boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. Then the little boy turned to me and asked: ''aunty, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

I counted his cash and replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy the dolll, my dear.'' The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much. I wanted to Gift her for her BIRTHDAY.

I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he
was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so my sister won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money..

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy
the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.

The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Be Thankful to anything happened on ME,no matter it is a good thing or a bad thing.

3rd year new sem...

Recently,kinda addicted in missbimbo game.

Girls,you may try it.interesting for me,maybe u too.^^

Hv fun!

New sem,more things to think abt..now,in year 3 ady,i cant decide whether to take thesis dis sem or not,whether to take minor or not..

if take thesis,i ll hv only 4 months to do..if not,i hv about 8 months to do..but if take,i can graduate earlier..if not,i ll need to take more sems to get my degree done..

if take minor,i need to spend more time and money..daily expenses,tuition fees,rental etc..if take,i m not sure when can i graduate..but i can get 2 degree by paying 3500 bucks more and maybe 1 year time more..
if not,i just need to do the free elective,although it still cost me,but i not need to spend more time to be graduated..spend less time,and money..but if i got only 1 degree,dunno whether i can get better job in Miri or not..

i got lesser and lesser time to consider abt..it is my future..my career..

Dear Father,pls guide ur daughter,pls inspire ur daughter for the dilemma she is facing now..Help her in making decision..Dear Lord,bless and cure ee fung's bro who is now in hospital fighting with the disease..Dear Father,guide me in my relationship,what should i do?how should i do?i need u,ur guidance,and ur take cares..And,my house 32 family needs ur cures..many of us are sick..Thanks for listening to my prayer..in the name of Jesus.Amen.

2 movies in 24 hours

Money Not Enough 2


Worth to watch it!

Rating : ********* 9/10

You Dont Mess With the Zohan


If you planned to go for this movie,i advise, don't waste Your money lah..

Rating : =.=||| 0/10
The worst movie that I ever watched.

2 weeks busy life

After busy for promoting HEMAVITON,

dear and i went for 2 movies again..

First, Star Wars - The Clone Wars

THere are two "first time" i hv during the movie
1st,it is the first time that the "cartoon" i watched took only 1 hour..=.=|||
2nd,got ppl kena beaten by person in front of him/her seat..most probably coz he/she keep shaking his/her leg..but y the big guy must act aggressively instead of speak it out??so sao3 xing4..
Rating: 4/10 ****

Second, Wall-E

the cute little machine very cute..and there is a moral value in the movie..worth to watch it..
Rating: 7/10 *******

one more week to rest before my new sem start..meanwhile,i got to study for my individual quiz for next week and do my assignment..

specially for U,ah lim

A very Big HAPPY BIrThdAy to my dearie Grace



2* years old ady..wish u all the best in ur studies,ur daily life,ur relationship with family,friends,and our dear Father..
Girl,i realized that we do not hv much photos together o..must take more when we meet up one day..miss u lots and muaks~ Happy Birthday in advanced.Love u~