First time for Blood Donation- 25Feb 2009

Little update for my excitement
Finally, I have chance for blood donating.
This led me to flashback my first time to go for blood donating
but I failed because the nurse said I had no enough sleep.
When I heard that, my eye started to get wet.

However, thanks God,
For the chance for helping people in need,
For having such wonderful experience.

A picture of us, brave enough!

Me

Shuyi

and JoyJoy

And this is bruise after 24 hours.


Another Little notes to my dear friends
who read my previous post
who gave me their big hug and comfort
who willing to be my listener
Sorry that I not very willing to speak it out right now
Thank you for the concern.
and I really do appreciate it.
Love you all~

future??

one and a half hour discussion
regarding our future
honestly,it does lead discomfort in me
i am getting less and less of confidence
how long will the pathway I chose
can satisfy me
It never has been an easy process for me
during the discussion

lost~
I should make the major decision
helpless~
Only me is the key holder for our future
dilemma~
I have to choose between the two parties that I love the most

Both are the dearest people I have
Both are the people who sayang me as much as they can
Both are the people who care me more than I hope to

Today
I have to make a decision between my two significant parties?

I cannot take it like that
I feel alone
I feel unease
I feel pain


Dear Father Lord,please lead your daughter. Please be my guidance.
Amen

My three significant babies

Due to request from Dearie Lim,
I will just tell you all all about them.^^


Carrot in the bai fung wan cap


Peanut: run run!!i want to run
Joana: no! muahahahaha..u gonna be my mouse ady...


This is winter melon la. A coward, chubby, white male hamster I have.


From top to bottom: winter melon, peanut and carrot


Peanut and winter melon are friend friend with each other and sleeping together
Oh~ peanut got bf ady lo...


The first house


Their new home~Thanks to Roberta and Ye Tsun..


Their punishment "cage"


Run to left


Run to right


Where do their names came from?
Refer to my comment in previous post.
As for winter melon?
I wanted to call him water melon bcoz he is FAT! But, yy said call winter melon bcoz he is white as well. So lo~
Normally, we called him "dong gua"..thian said, sounds like "sha gua" >.<

p/s: I am looking for the most dominant male winter white hamster to pair up with carrot, at least 3 months old.
She cannot get along with winter melon bcoz she is too fierce and he is not as dominant as we thought.
So, anyone has any news for carrot's future bf, please inform me o~

My Recent Life

My two significant newcomers in my life:peanut and carrot




My Chap Goh Meh, Chinese Valentine at somewhere in PJ


Ye Tsun's birthday



My 214 valentine's day
For him:




From him:


Puzzle and lovely keychain
*yy complaining for forgetting the present of pre-valentine's




Our dinner:





more to be uploaded..^^

I don't want to say I am a chicken

I think most of u hv watched this before..
just found it very de cute..
hmm~~

I don't want to say I am a chicken (Chinese Version)

想你

想说：

谢谢你的温柔！
谢谢你的体谅！
谢谢你从来都没有放弃过我~

谢谢你！

对不起！
让你不开心~
让你无助~
让你担心~
这么的不成熟...
这么的泼辣...
这么的无理取闹...

我想你了~

Critic

Critics defined as "reasoned judgment or analysis, value judgment, interpretation, or observation" that offered by a person (Wikipedia, 2009, p. 1).

But, today, I can no longer take any critics in my life.

I cannot tahan when Pn. F criticize on my ERB.
I cannot take critics from YY for my blurry-ness.
I cannot accept any critics for the thing I have done.

What will I do when I know I will be criticized?

Please others or change topic of our conversation.

But, What did I do when I was criticized?

I kept the angriness in myself if I cannot debate.
I found someone to express my tak-shuang-ness.
If the unlucky person happened to disagree me, I would be more annoying.
And at last, I kept quiet and kept the thing to myself.

Why do people criticize other people?

Because they care the person whom they criticize.(I know your reason is this.)
Because.. for fun.
Because I don't.

Will I criticize people?

I will. But, not in the way other people criticize me.

I just want to save my "face".
That's why I get mad... when I am being criticized.

What to do?

Learn lo~
Back to what people think about me lo~
Accept every critics with open mind lo~

I want to thank you for not giving me up..

I should learn how to be appreciative..

Thank you~!

给你的

不想等到下次才说
我想现在说：

虽然你在远方，
每当看见你上网时，
很想跟你聊天
可是却没有

你说你变了，
你觉得离我们很远，
可是我们一直都在
出国深造
塑造了另一个你
凡事都keep to urself
把很爱讲话的你
变成了不爱说话的你
你说你习惯了

其实，
自从你和他在一起，
我也一样觉得，
你很远，很生疏
已经离开了你的世界

我一直害怕被你遗忘
自己却胆小，不敢接近你
我一直很想走进你的心理深处
却没有勇气

我想在这里告白：
你愿意让我进入你的世界
陪你渡过他所不能的吗？
我可以再次进入你的世界，
陪你渡过你的喜怒哀乐吗？

To Joyce and Agnes

致亲爱的Joy Joy：

知道你很难受，我却不能做什么。 所以，我只想说：

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下

是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界 那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下




P/S:同时，我也想把这首歌献给Agnes.
Girls,加油吧！我一直都在这里！
Hugz~

你懂吗？

见到你，
可是摸不到你

想接近你，
可是你的心永远都是封闭的

你知不知道，
其实，
我爱你

你知不知道，
我的担心
不会是一辈子的

因为
我们都相信你有一天会明白

事到如今，
你竟然狠狠地把责任推向别人，
我心痛，
“别人”更难过

我的爱，
你看不见，
他的爱，
你看得清清楚楚

心酸，
养你，照顾你到大的人，
更心痛

这些
你真的没有想过吗？

我以为你改变了
我以为他是成熟的
原来，你没变，
而他，跟你一样幼稚

我已经尽力了
我不知道该不该放弃

以后的事，
我想，
你也不会想要我介入，
陪你一起度过了，
对吗？

难道，
真的要看你跌倒了
才去扶你吗？

也许吧！

才两天，
我已经开始想念你们了。。。

好想回家！