自己跟自己闹情绪
在乎的人一点反应都没有
好像一个手掌在打空气
你不喜欢，
我可以不在意你发生了什么事
我就不会闹情绪
自己让自己不开心
自己让自己不停的担心
或许你会觉得这是我自找的
我只想要你一点点关心
知道你是知道我在乎你的
你可以很潇洒的放下你的愤怒
也可以很若无其事的
我不是要你把事放在心上
我只要你一点点地问候或安慰
我觉得好像我故意在得你的注意
却什么都没得到
我该怎样对自己好一点？
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
23 April 2010
It was not an ordinary day,YESTERDAY!
I was supposed to go out by 11am to meet my friend for piano theory learning.
The time I came out 1130am,after 1 minute,only I realized I forgot to bring my purse.
I went back to take and come out again to meet Dear to pass him his keys.
On the way from Dear's office, only I realized I forgot to bring my friend's book which I promised to bring to her.
The time I reach at bus stop, bus left already.
That time, I thought I was so big head prawn, and the day may go better soon.
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Thanks God, bus came and I left.
During the theory "class", HR from Imperial Hotel called.
Asked when I graduate, and they really want me to work with them.
She said she needs the position to be filled urgently.
But, I can't promise her, and requested her not to leave the position to me.
And I thought, it will be the end of the story until my resume sent to them.
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During lunch time, Dear sms-ed me and told me the first room girl pasted a warning letter on his room door.
I never took the worries away.
I kept thinking whether I have did something that led to that action.
Until Dad sms-ed me.
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He said CEO from Imperial Hotel called him and told him,he is very impressed me and wants to hire me.
I don't understand how come this issue reach to CEO whom supposes need not to care about this issue.
(p/s: the CEO is my Dad's ex-classmate)
And the only thought and concern in this issue is DEAR.
I can imagine his disappointing face.
Will he support me?
What is playing in his mind when I tell him?
Now, I could not afford to lose him.
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Dear went back to settle his housemate matter before he came to fetch me.
"The balcony is NOT yours! Don't treat it as yours! And don't trespass others' properties! Tolerate for the car park as well. If you can't respect us, MOVE OUT NOW!! Last warning"
This "warning letter" lead us to increased high pressure.
What is this?
Talking about "respect", she is the only one, don't know how to respect people.
She can just hit on people's door rudely and said "reverse your car" without looking at people's eyes and talk properly to people.
Talking about "trespass properties", both of us have no idea what she is talking about. The only thing I can link is her cushion dropped on the roof, don't know when, I helped her collect and put aside. If want to count this in, Dear can argue with her. She put people's clothes aside just to "dry" her towel.
Talking about car park, she has a Kelisa, meanwhile other cars are Vios, Wira, Kenari and Myvi. If want to count who has the authority according to the value of the car, I am sure Dear has the right. We think that she meant that Dear's car always inside. Then, I would say or We could say, it is not true. Pass few days, Dear's car was not parked there.
Talking about balcony, I am the one always helping Dear wash his clothes. I used only about once a week. Whenever the clothes are dry, I collect back. Not like her. Put there for don't know how long. Plus, the rope is Dear's. Why can't he use it? and if he really want to seize it, he has the right to. Pass few days, I didn't wash his clothes, because she was washing. Dear didn't complain her, but she came and bite him for being so kind?
Talking about "last warning", this girl has never ever talk to Dear or verbally "warn" him. How does this count as Last Warning? She is a Law Intern. Don't she know that this warning will cause her trouble? A future lawyer who cannot control her emotion, even don't know how to have good interpersonal relationship with people, what will she become in future?
It is not all about it. She can throw other people's properties just because he touched her properties. She can only smile to her BF, and change face when seeing other people. She even can have a face that Dear may be a stalker and that's the possible reason she dries her inner wear in her room.
So ridiculous.
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Wow.. My day was so interesting and full of anger and anxiety.
However, thanks God, I have Xiao Thian and Ice, and also Dear, to make my burdens less heavy.
Daddy comes to KL today. Yay! I can get my laptop formated soon. :)
I was supposed to go out by 11am to meet my friend for piano theory learning.
The time I came out 1130am,after 1 minute,only I realized I forgot to bring my purse.
I went back to take and come out again to meet Dear to pass him his keys.
On the way from Dear's office, only I realized I forgot to bring my friend's book which I promised to bring to her.
The time I reach at bus stop, bus left already.
That time, I thought I was so big head prawn, and the day may go better soon.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Thanks God, bus came and I left.
During the theory "class", HR from Imperial Hotel called.
Asked when I graduate, and they really want me to work with them.
She said she needs the position to be filled urgently.
But, I can't promise her, and requested her not to leave the position to me.
And I thought, it will be the end of the story until my resume sent to them.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
During lunch time, Dear sms-ed me and told me the first room girl pasted a warning letter on his room door.
I never took the worries away.
I kept thinking whether I have did something that led to that action.
Until Dad sms-ed me.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
He said CEO from Imperial Hotel called him and told him,he is very impressed me and wants to hire me.
I don't understand how come this issue reach to CEO whom supposes need not to care about this issue.
(p/s: the CEO is my Dad's ex-classmate)
And the only thought and concern in this issue is DEAR.
I can imagine his disappointing face.
Will he support me?
What is playing in his mind when I tell him?
Now, I could not afford to lose him.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dear went back to settle his housemate matter before he came to fetch me.
"The balcony is NOT yours! Don't treat it as yours! And don't trespass others' properties! Tolerate for the car park as well. If you can't respect us, MOVE OUT NOW!! Last warning"
This "warning letter" lead us to increased high pressure.
What is this?
Talking about "respect", she is the only one, don't know how to respect people.
She can just hit on people's door rudely and said "reverse your car" without looking at people's eyes and talk properly to people.
Talking about "trespass properties", both of us have no idea what she is talking about. The only thing I can link is her cushion dropped on the roof, don't know when, I helped her collect and put aside. If want to count this in, Dear can argue with her. She put people's clothes aside just to "dry" her towel.
Talking about car park, she has a Kelisa, meanwhile other cars are Vios, Wira, Kenari and Myvi. If want to count who has the authority according to the value of the car, I am sure Dear has the right. We think that she meant that Dear's car always inside. Then, I would say or We could say, it is not true. Pass few days, Dear's car was not parked there.
Talking about balcony, I am the one always helping Dear wash his clothes. I used only about once a week. Whenever the clothes are dry, I collect back. Not like her. Put there for don't know how long. Plus, the rope is Dear's. Why can't he use it? and if he really want to seize it, he has the right to. Pass few days, I didn't wash his clothes, because she was washing. Dear didn't complain her, but she came and bite him for being so kind?
Talking about "last warning", this girl has never ever talk to Dear or verbally "warn" him. How does this count as Last Warning? She is a Law Intern. Don't she know that this warning will cause her trouble? A future lawyer who cannot control her emotion, even don't know how to have good interpersonal relationship with people, what will she become in future?
It is not all about it. She can throw other people's properties just because he touched her properties. She can only smile to her BF, and change face when seeing other people. She even can have a face that Dear may be a stalker and that's the possible reason she dries her inner wear in her room.
So ridiculous.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wow.. My day was so interesting and full of anger and anxiety.
However, thanks God, I have Xiao Thian and Ice, and also Dear, to make my burdens less heavy.
Daddy comes to KL today. Yay! I can get my laptop formated soon. :)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
My man
我爱那值得我依靠又肯依靠我的男人。
I love the man
whom I can depend on and
whom he makes me feel that I am dependable for him.
I love the man
whom I can depend on and
whom he makes me feel that I am dependable for him.
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