I am here

I didn't know that
your emotion would caused
much greater influence on me
even after we separated

I never think that
the impact is much greater
than when we were together

I don't know how to explain the feeling
I only know that I should try to understand

I will be here
if you need me

I am always here
to listen
to comfort
to understand
what you have experienced

*big warm hug* for you
Hope you will be fine
:)

有些事情，不是说不提等于没事或不记得
有些事情，看到了不说却不知道以后会不会后悔

记忆，永远都会在
只是，不该摆出来的，
该藏去哪里？

看到某些事物，
看到某些人，
难免会勾起回忆
但是，
近日不同往日
有些回忆，该挪去的，总该挪去

怎样挪去一些不想被存留的记忆呢？

Uninvited conversation

While waiting for my dear to have Webcam together, I was checking the friend list in my MSN. Out of sudden, I saw a familiar but not really known name. I opened the conversation window, wanting to chat with HER and ask who is SHE. Unexpectedly, SHE started the conversation by "Hi".

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It was really LAME, I think. Why would people do like this? Hacking people's privacy and spreading virus in people's account, just to send such LAME "joke"? They are totally UNEDUCATED and "siak ba mo jin zo.."!

Another time, I was doing my research online. A guy used Skype to "communicate" with me by "Hi, are you alone tonight? Do you want one night stand?" For sure, it is not VIRUS. Because, whenever I replied, he replied according to the questions. I guess he would never think that he was actually chatting with a guy, my Dear. Dare he told me that he was working in Miri. If he was working for my Daddy, he would be unemployed now!

When will this end?

October Baby - it is the day!

Date: October 4
People involved: Gor Gor, Dai Sou, Sis, yy + Esther's gang
Venue: Wangsa Maju + Klang

It is the day!
YES, it started with my morning in church
then gor gor said hv lunch with me
we went Fridays on Sunday
the potion is big enough..
but doesn't worth it
summore, service lagi teruk..
low rating...
but, thanks to gor gor, dai sou and ah wee
:)

then we went to klang
to ye tsun's lovely home for BBQ
previously i was told tat,
cat, olly and her bf will join us
but during my lunch with my brother and sister
olly told me tat she couldn't make it
i was very unhappy
my mood was ruined

i kept complaining abt it
as i didn't like ppl to ffk at the last moment
especially after YT has prepared everything
and YY insisted not to tell the host (YT)
surprisingly,YY didn't comment on my complaints
he just helped olly to say smth nice
"maybe she really has urgent stuff to do leh.."
"she cant make it i also cannot do anything.."
he even said
"ok then..since i am the organizer, i ll scold her for u when i meet her ok?"
it is really odd
because usually, he would say
"u so angry for wat?"
"does it make any different if u angry?"
he would not putting those silly silly and funny funny faces on his face already

the time we met YT and Roberta and Esther,
YT and YY were talking at the front seat
and I heard
"Olly is here already"
then sometimes later, Roberta said
"Olly...(paused)...nth..."

hmm~
something wrong

Yup,Olly was there with her bf
and she was wanting to give me a surprise
well~
it surprised me though

Later at night, Joy Joy arrived with exhausted body..
Thanks for coming, dear Joyce..

Again,
Thanks to YT, Rob, Esther Olly, Joyce, WH, and a fren (i couldn't remember his name:P)
it was a lovely day..

Thanks to all those who wished me,
greeted me
came with mooncakes
and hugs with loves

Most importantly,
thanks to you,my dear YY
for arranging all this
and for accompanying me from day to day

Thank you,everyone!
Hugz~

October Baby Pt 3

Date: 1 day before
People involved: Family & yy's housemates & my dearest housemates
Venue: Esquire Restaurant & SS24 & house 3 & house 32

Early in the morning
suppose to bring baby Cao Cao to see vet
but no vet in Bangsar can cure her
so brought her to meet my daddy,gorgor,daisou and sis
We have lunch together at Esquire Restaurant
Then daddy rushing for the plane..
so we didn't spend really much time together
but it is enough already
:)

then brought baby Cao Cao to SS24 to visit vet
the vet saw the pox,
straight away press it and the white liquid came out
it was just like our pimples..
kesian Cao Cao
her fresh was cut..
anyway,the vet praised her because she is a good girl
that she only screamed for a short while
when the vet pressed the liquid out

Night time
we had BBQ at yy's place with the housemates and friends
lots of surprises
thian back from ipoh
came with ah keong
shari and agnes were also invited
at first i was told that only house 3 BBQ
then so i invited joana to accompany
but in the end,yy and joana planned all the things ady
:)

They waited until 12am
then ice,kate and ice's bf all came to my place
another surprise
:)

Thank you all~

October Baby Pt 2

Date: 2 days before
People involved: yy & babies
Venue: IKEA & House 32 room 2

NOT enough sleep
causing me dizzy when working
so i requested to go back earlier
but reach home not as early as i want

today is a bad day,
tat i complaining everything about certain company
where i am the customer
but in the end,
it is all my fault
because i ter-read the notice wrongly
I am sorry for doing that

no breakfast,
no lunch,
hv maggi mee as the only meal the whole day
hope my stomach ok la..

today,
yy found out tat
cao cao got a serious pox on her cheek
could be infection
kinda worry abt her
although she is still as active as before
therefore we decided to send her to vet
May God bless the vet to find out the exact problem
and cure her..



will be meeting daddy tmr..
yippy~

October Baby Pt 1

Date: 3 days before
People involved: HELP + Setiajasa 4 gang
Venue: MaySun's lovely home

After working the whole day,
me, yy, ch, suen, ms, catyi, lucca, ice, lq, jx and sj
went to ms's place for steamboard..

our original plan was to have bbq,
but end up to have steamboard
because, late ady..

after i finished working,
it was about 8pm,
ms and suen still in tesco buying materials..

Back to the event,
it was a lovely night that everyone of us hanging around

during the steamboard,
what we did were:
talking jokes
singing songs
talking about CS

out of sudden,
dunno whose kid playing with the light,
keep on and off
and then bday song sang to me
bday cake appeared behind me

when everyone was unable to finish the food,
we talked abt CS
some started using ms's laptop to STEAL ppl's crops
meanwhile
yy and ms (and dunno got left out who or not)
were outside playing with candles
while me and catyi were "mopping the floor"
yy and ms ++ were using candles to make my names
just like two years ago,
my setiajasa gang gave a surprise to my 21st bday
thank you so much~

after that
playing lantern
everyone of us got a lantern and
we went around the neighbourhood
sambil jalan sambil lighting candle baru..
our original plan was to frighten the guard,
but in the end,we didnt
maybe the "tour guide" lost..

Although it was super tired,
I was happy to hanging around with my friends..



Thank you people..
I have a blessed pre-celebration
love u all..muaks~

家人和爱人

终于，妈妈来吉隆坡了。
虽然她不是第一次来，这么久没见，我真的很想念她和我的家人。

很久很久以前，我已经作了这个决定。
可是，总是会有一些声音企图动摇我的决定。
而且，我相信，没有几个人会赞同我的决定。

来吉隆坡读书，找到爱的人，不是在我的计划里。
我曾经告诉过自己，不管怎样，我都要回美里工作。
很多人都问我，“那，耀扬怎么办？”
如果我说，毕业后，我会跟他一起去找工，跟他一起生活，
你会问：“那，你的家人怎么办?”吗？

我可以说，我在拿我们的感情当赌注。
两年，
如果两年后，我们还是爱着对方，我就会去到他在的地方。
又有人问：“为什么不要一起做工呢？”
“两年，什么事都可以发生。”

家人和爱人，你只能选一样，你会选哪一样呢？
我是怕寂寞的人。
但，我会选家人。
他们，是我长期的精神支柱。
爸爸妈妈，年纪不小了。
我不想让他们等~
很肯定的，他们也希望，我在他们的身边。

有句话说，“是你的就是你的，怎么跑也跑不掉。”
所以，我也不会放弃这段感情。
它，对我来说意义重大。
两年，很长吗？
家人和爱人，我两个都要。
不想让他等，更不想让他们等。

“树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在”
真的不想放弃任何能和他们团聚的机会。

你会明白的，对吗?
谢谢你的体谅。

妈妈篇

这是从一封转发的电子邮件看到的。与大家一起共勉之：

母親，我怎麼讓你等了那麼久 文／劉繼榮

母親真的老了，變得孩子般纏人，每次打電話 ，總是滿懷熱誠地問：「你什麼時候回家？」
且不說相隔一千多里路，要轉三次車，光是工作、孩子已經讓我分身無術，哪裡還抽得出時間回家。
母親的耳朵不好，我解釋了半天，她仍舊熱切地問：「你什麼時候能回來？」
幾次三番，我終於沒有了耐心，在電話裏衝母親大聲嚷嚷，她終於聽明白，默默掛了電話。

隔幾天，母親又問同樣的問題，只是那語調怯怯地，沒有了底氣。
像個不甘心的孩子，明知問了也是白問，可就是忍不住。
我心一軟，沉吟了一下。母親見我沒有煩，立刻開心起來。
她欣喜地向我描述：「後院的石榴都開花了，西瓜快熟了，你回來吧。」
我為難地說：「那麼忙，怎麼能請得上假呢！」
她急急地說：「你就說媽媽得了癌，只有半年的活頭了！」
我立刻責怪她胡說，她呵呵地笑了。

小時候，每逢颳風下雨，我不想去上學，便裝肚子疼，被母親識破，挨了一頓好罵。
現在老了，她反而教著女兒說謊了，我又好氣又好笑。
這樣的問答不停地重複著，我終於不忍心，告訴她下個月一定回去，母親竟高興得哽咽起來。
可不知怎麼了，永遠都有忙不完的事，每件事都比回家重要，最後，到底沒能回去。

電話那頭的母親，仿佛沒有力氣再說一個字，我滿懷內疚：「媽，生氣了吧？」
母親這一回聽真了，她連忙說：「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙。」

可是沒幾天，母親的電話催得越發緊了。
她說，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回來吃吧。
我說，有什麼稀罕，這裏滿大街都是，花個十元八元就能吃個夠。
母親不高興了，我又耐下性子來哄她：
「不過，那些東西都是化肥和農藥餵大的，哪有你種的好呢。」母親得意地笑起來。

星期六那天，氣溫特別高，我不敢出門，開了空調在家裏呆著。
孩子嚷嚷雪糕沒了，我只好下樓去超市買。
在暑氣蒸騰的街頭，我忽然就看見了母親的背影。
看樣子她剛下車，胳膊上挎著個籃子，
背上背著沉甸甸的袋子，她彎著腰，左躲右閃著，怕別人碰了她的東西。
在擁擠的人流裏，母親每走一步都很吃力。
我大聲地叫她，她急急抬起滿是熱汗的臉，四處尋找，看見我走過來，竟驚喜地說不出話來。

一回到家，母親就喜滋滋地往外捧那些東西。
她的手青筋暴露，十指上都纏著膠布，手背上有結了痂 的血口子。
母親笑著對我說：「吃呀，你快吃呀，這全是我挑出來的。」

我這沒有出過遠門的母親，只為著我的一句話，便千里迢迢地趕了來。
她坐的是最便宜、沒有空調的客車，車上又熱又擠，但那些水靈靈的葡萄和梨子都完好無損。
我想像不出，她一路上是如何過來的，我只知道，在這世上，凡有母親的地方就有奇蹟。

母親只住了三天，她說我太辛苦，起早貪黑地上班，還要照顧孩子，她乾著急卻幫不上忙。
城裏的廚房設施，她一樣也不敢碰，是怕弄壞了。
她自己悄悄去訂了票，又悄悄地一個人走。

才回去一星期，母親又說想我了，不住地催我回家。
我苦笑：「媽，你再耐心一些吧！」
第二天，我接到姨媽的電話：「你媽媽病了，你快回來吧。」
我急得眼前發黑，淚眼婆娑地奔到車站，趕上了最後一趟車。
一路上，我心裏不住地祈禱。
我希望這是母親騙我的，我希望她好好的。
我願意聽她的嘮叨，願意吃光她給我做的所有飯菜，願意經常抽空來看她。
此時, 我才知道，人活到八十歲也是需要母親的。

車子終於到了村口，母親小跑著過來，滿臉的笑。
我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：「你說什麼不好，說自己有病，虧你想得出！」
受了責備的母親，仍然無限地歡喜，她只是想看到我。
母親樂呵呵地忙進忙出，擺了一桌子好吃的東西，等著我的誇獎。
我毫不留情地批評：「紅豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；滷肉味道太鹹。」
母親的笑容頓時變得尷尬，她無奈地搔著頭。
我心裏暗笑，我知道 一旦我說什麼東西好吃，母親非得逼我吃一大堆，走的時候還要帶上，
就這樣，我被她餵得肥肥白白，怎麼都瘦不下去。
而且，不貶低她，我怎麼有機會佔領灶台呢？

我給母親做飯，跟她聊天，母親長時間地凝視著我，眼裏滿是疼愛。
無論我說什麼，她都虔誠地半張著嘴，側著耳朵凝神地聽，就連午睡，她也坐在床邊，笑咪咪地看著我。
我說：「既然這麼疼我，為什麼不跟著我住呢？」她說住不慣城裏的高樓。

沒呆幾天，我就急著要回去，母親苦苦要求我再住一天。
她說，今早已託人到城裏買菜了，一會兒準能回來，她一定要好好給我做頓飯。
縣城離這兒九十多里路，母親要把所有她認為好吃的東西都弄回來，讓我吃下去，她才能心安。

從姨媽家回來的時候，母親精心準備的菜餚，終於端上了桌，
我不禁驚詫～魚鱗沒有刮盡、雞塊上是細密的雞毛、香油金針菇裏居然有頭髮絲。
無論是葷的還是素的，都讓人無法下箸。

母親年輕時那麼愛乾淨，如今老了竟邋遢得這樣。
母親見我挑來挑去就是不吃，她心疼地妥協了，送我去坐夜班車。
天很黑，母親挽著我的胳膊。她說，你走不慣鄉下的路。

她陪我上了車，不住地囑咐東囑咐西，車子都開了，才急著下去，衣角卻被車門夾住，險些摔倒。
我哽咽著，趴在車窗上大叫：「媽，媽，你小心些！」
她沒聽清楚，邊追著車跑邊喊：「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙！」
這一回，母親仿佛滿足了，她竟沒有再催過我回家，只是不斷地對我說些開心的事：
「家裏又添了隻很乖的小牛犢；明 開春，她要在院子裏種好多好多的花。」

聽著聽著，我心裏一片溫暖。
到年底，我又接到姨媽的電話。
她說：「你媽媽病了，快回來吧。」
我哪裡相信，我們前天才通的話，母親說自己很好，叫我不要掛念。
姨媽只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我還是回去了，並且買了一大袋母親愛吃的油糕。
車到村頭的時候，我伸長脖子張望著，母親沒來接我，我心裏忽地就有了種不祥的預感。

姨媽告訴我，給我打電話的時候，母親就已經不在了，她走得很安詳。
半年前，母親就被診斷出了癌症，只是她沒有告訴任何人，仍和平常一樣樂呵呵地忙裏忙外，
並且把自己的後事都安排妥當了。
姨媽還告訴我，母親老早就患了眼疾，看東西很費勁。

我緊緊地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一顆心仿佛被人挖走。

原來，母親知道自己剩下的日子不多了，才不住地打電話叫我回家，
她想再多看我幾眼，再和我多說幾句話。

原來，我挑剔著不肯下箸的飯菜，是她在視力模糊的情況下做的，我是多麼的粗心！
我走的那個晚上，她一個人是如何摸索到家，她跌倒了沒有，我永遠都無從知道了。

母親，在生命最後的時光裏，還快樂地告訴我，牽牛花爬滿了舊煙囪，扁豆花開得像我小時候穿的紫衣裳。
你留下所有的愛，所有的溫暖，然後安靜地離開。

我知道，你是這世上唯一不會生我氣的人，唯一肯永遠等著我的人，
也就是仗著這份寵愛，我才敢讓你等了那麼久。

…可是，母親，我真的有那麼忙嗎？


I want to say, Daddy Mummy I Love You

Romantic proposal

I have been watching this recently. It is really touching romantic proposal that every girl would like to have.




For those who cannot read Chinese, HE was actually making his own video and pakat with the staffs in the Karaoke so that the video would be showed in the screen of the room where SHE was in. HER friends did not know anything about the proposal. Anyway, HE made it.


Have been busy for quite a long time. Therefore, we came to Klang to have a Honeymoon. Spending times with Ye Tsun, Roberta and Esther. Chatting with Roberta about our past. Playing with Esther and Taking care of her. Cooking with Ye Tsun. And Playing Monopoly which I have not touch for quite a long time. I felt like we are a family. I love this family. Thanks to Ye Tsun and Roberta for inviting us and treating us this few days. May God bless this family with fruitful blessing.

A "not necessary" experience

Times past more than 48 hours already. But the scene, the image is still fresh in my mind. I can't clear it off, or maybe I need times. Keep on talking about it, doesn't work. Escaping from talking about it, doesn't work though. I hope after this, it will get out of my mind.

On 1st of August 2009, I was going to a meeting, 2 pm at Cheras. May Sun asked me to take LRT to Masjid Jamek then we meet up there. I went out late, at 1 pm. Therefore, I decided to take taxi. I knew there was road-blocked, but I never imagine how serious the "block" is. From Damansara Height, about to pass the road to KL Sentral, Suen called and asked me to stop at KL Sentral because got protest. But, passed by already, so no choice, I have to reach Masjid Jamek then. Everywhere was blocked. Then, I asked the driver to send to nearest LRT station. That time, I had a strong feeling to cry, but I didn't know the reason. The only thing I thought of was, I cannot be late for meeting. I never thought of how protest looked like, how serious it could be.

After a big big round, the driver dropped me at KLCC. I took the train to Masjid Jamek. The time I came out from the LRT and then went down by escalator, I heard "bomb bomb bomb", I thought people started fighting, and all the doors at the LRT station were closed. We (me and other passengers) went out through a small door. The only I could think of on that time, "faster, walk faster, take the safer path, can escape from that one.." The time I got out from the door, I saw some people walking towards me. Then I called May Sun to ask where should I go. "We are (somewhere).." "Then I go find you now lah.." I replied. "No No,find somewhere to hide. We also finding somewhere to hide." Everyone were running towards me. Then I went back to LRT, but it closed.

My eyes started to feel painful. Saw people around keep coughing and with red eyes. I called YY. Fortunately, I met May Sun and Suen who ran towards me. Suddenly, May Sun shouted at me, "Sze Yii, run, faster run!" I started to be panic. Where? Where to run to? All the building were closed. We could only run to the end of the building and found a group of people there. I started coughing, and could no longer breath normally. I felt like I am going to die. I started to cry until I trembling. One of the Malay saw me and shouted to his friend, "Garam, bagi garam. bagi ah moi ini." They asked us to put the salt under the tongue. Then only I felt better. But, I still scared. What's happening? I am innocent wad.

Then the group of people went off. May Sun asked, "where should we go then?". "Follow the group" I said. May Sun said, "CANNOT! They are protesters." I lost. Another fortunately, a bus passed by. We went off by bus although we did not where does it go.

I am not the protester of Anti-ISA. I was just the passer-by. If you want to say me pity? Someone else would say me "STUPID". YY, YT and ROBERTA were talking about it the night before the happening. But, me? knew something will be sent to the ISTANA, but didn't realize the seriousness of the situation. I don't know? It is not an excuse to say, but the truth is, I didn't know. I knew there was a protest held there, but I didn't consider the seriousness of the condition it might be. Say me innocent? I am, but more towards "STUPID".

I don't want to comment on the protest. Only thing, I want to comment was, since everyone knows there is a protest held in Masjid Jamek, and all the road towards Masjid Jamek were blocked, but WHY not LRT? I saw a few tourists there, same as me suffering because of the tear bomb. How could they forget about LRT to Masjid Jamek?

Whatever it is, I want my peaceful Malaysia back! and I want this horrible experience to be cleared from my life.

Beautiful saviour

小凤，这个名字很熟悉又很陌生...
知道她，却不了解她...
爹地来KL的那天，
收到信息说：
“请弟兄姐妹们为华东的女儿小凤祷告，
她在医院身体半边不会动，
医生说她有生命危险，
明天要拿骨髓，
上帝保守快快给医生指导问题出在哪里，
能提早医治。
也为华东心灵和力量祷告，
我们这几天要一起不断地为他们祷告”

虽然对小凤的认识不慎，
我还知道她家庭的一些事...
华东uncle是一个很虔诚的基督教徒，
小凤在我刚搬去美里时，还参加了很多的事奉...
可是，很多不幸的事都发生在这个家庭...

因为小凤的缘故，
再加上耀扬生病,
而且病状都如A性流感,
让我这几天想了很多...
我有太多我爱的人...
太多我想珍惜的人...
让我更珍惜我自己的生命...

今天，收到消息说，
小凤可以张开眼睛了
不再处于昏迷状态，
让我又要流泪的冲动...
太感动了...
上帝听我们所有为小凤祈求的声音...
真得很感恩！
Jesus, you are a beautiful saviour.



阿爸父，谢谢你垂听我们祈求的声音。也谢谢你坚定我。更谢谢你所行的神迹。
为小凤接下来要承受的治疗，向主祈求，保佑她能打赢这场战，胜过病魔。
求主赐圣灵保惠师在华东UNCLE的家中，时时刻刻的保护着他们家的每一个人。
也求你医治耀扬。求你赐给他在身体和心灵上的需要。也保守我，让我更坚定。
愿主耶稣的宝血，涂抹与遮盖，华东UNCLE和他的家人，并神所赐给他的一切产业。
也愿主耶稣的宝血，涂抹与遮盖，我和我的家人，并神所赐给我的一切产业。
阿们！

宣告！大声宣告！

"当你大声宣告时，撒旦就会乖乖的退去"
真的是这样吗？
在祷告的那一刻，我真的体会到，
大声宣告的力量是何等的强烈...
可是，撒旦真的会退去吗？
为什么我觉得，事后，我好像在被试探呢？

我想用文字再次向撒旦宣告：
“求主耶稣的宝血厚厚涂抹与遮盖我和我的家人，并一切神所赐给我的产业”
“我要我和我的家人，我所爱的人，并一切神所赐给我的产业，得到厚厚的祝福”
“父啊！给我祝福~给我祝福~更多祝福”



p/s:我想要你成为我的产业..真的..

May 22-23, 2009

May 22
the important date that
Peanut passed away
with her private place bled
but the cage had no blood
reason of death remained unknown
and case closed b'coz of inadequate evidence
Peanut, rest in peace
I still missing you!

May 23
another moody day that
Dong Gua and two babies are given away
for adoption
anyway,
thanks God that
they are doing pretty well
and have very good parents
and very pretty home
p/s: Dong Gua changed name to Mango^^

Gawai节快乐!

很~

想~

回~

家~

！！！

不想说，所以不要问

什么叫着不懂得面对？
什么叫着看到我就“显”？
很痛的很痛~在哪里？

两个人的伤害
竟然是从一个人
错误的选择开始。。。

当你说，
不懂得面对我时，
有个声音一直告诉我，
那是借口！

我实在是没有办法接受你的理由。。。

Update~

14 May 2009



Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my dear,
Happy Birthday to you!

This year I didn't plan so much to celebrate with you.
Still, hope u still enjoy it.
Happy Birthday~
Muaks~
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10 May 2009

今天，很不一样。。。
第一次因为离开而哭泣。。。
想家，
想爸爸妈妈，
想妹妹，
想lucas，
想我的朋友

今天，很不一样。。。
第一次对妈咪说：
I Love You!
其实并不难，
也不容易说出口，
爹地妈咪，
我爱你们！
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8 May 2009

有一次，
看了朋友的部落格，
有很深的感触。
题目为同手同脚，
讲述姐弟情。
让我想起我的妹妹，
自从小妹离家深造，
大妹就没有伴了。
通常，
只有爹地出外公干时，
才有妈咪陪他睡觉。

那天，
妈咪告诉我，
“阿苇有天告诉我，她好像又看到那个东西”

一个人晚上睡觉，
一点都不好受。
再加上，
她有过那些遭遇，
让我更加心疼她。

阿爸天父，保护你的女儿思苇，赐给她多多的平安，安慰她惧怕的心灵，因为你是赐平安的主。感谢垂听祷告的主。阿们！

sharing~

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Have fun!

Signs


Love story + coldplay

my hammies

Today, I want to talk about my hammie..


this is how carrot get pregnant..so do peanut..


cute peanut..

let see some pictures:
Carrot's babies

Day 2

Day 13


Day 15

Peanut


The father

乱

乱~

不懂
那里
乱

这里
乱？

还是
那里
乱？

乱
到
胡言乱语

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是累了吧！
肉体累？
还是
心灵累？

不懂啦！

HE has risen!

It was raining Good Friday.

Salvation of Jesus.
About 2000 years ago, a Lord suffered and died for us at the cross...


Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for your nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

Three days later, HE has risen. Hallelujah!


HIS LOVE IS SO GREAT!GREATEST THAN ANYTHING!
Jesus loves you!
Amen.

Announcement!!

Officially announcing:
Carrot gave birth to at least 5 babies..
on the night I post the previous post..
The first baby born in 12:50am April3, 2009


Can you see that?it is pretty,right?



The babies can move out from the "house" by their own,
they can make sounds.
but their eyes still not open yet.

The most touching scene I saw this afternoon was
that Carrot carried her babies who were out from the house back to the house.
It is so sweet.
Both of us are very excited with the new born babies.
We hope they can grow up faster and healthier.

I prayed:
God, take good care of them.
Keep them alive.
Protect them.
and Love them.
Thank you for such a beautiful creation!
Thank you for the joy you gave.

I can't wait to see them growing bigger.
Can't wait to hold them.

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At last,
me and my dear got
our very first couple watches.


Love it.
and Love you~

Carrot and Peanut

Guess whose big butt is this?


It's CARROT


Previously, i assumed that my Peanut is pregnant..
but, until now she is not giving birth yet..
and her stomach is still small..
but...
she does nesting wor..
why leh?

This is the signs that Carrot and Peanut have:

Step 1:
Recognize when a hamster is pregnant by observing an increase in activity, especially in regard to nesting behaviors. Pregnant hamsters will begin to prepare the bedding area by adding more cedar chips to the existing nest. In addition, the female hamsters will also begin to hoard food, usually hiding it directly under the nest.
*They do..especially hiding green beans..

Step 2:
Observe any increases in weight gain in order to recognize signs of pregnancy. While a pregnant hamster may not show a bump in her belly until 4 or 5 days before giving birth, you should notice a rapid increase in the girth of the animal. This is usually caused by an increased appetite and should start just a few days after conception.
*It is obvious for Carrot for all the time..not for Peanut

Step 3:
See whether your hamster is drinking more water than usual. Excessive thirst often accompanies pregnancy in hamsters, but it may also be a sign of gastrointestinal distress from fruits and vegetables as well.
*Both of them do, especially Peanut

Step 4:
Watch the hamster in question to see how she interacts with other hamsters in the cage. You will be able to recognize a pregnant female if she suddenly begins fighting with the others and protecting her nest. A pregnant hamster may also be more reluctant to let you handle her, and she may even bite you once or twice to let you know she is displeased and uncomfortable with being held.
*They did..injured Dong Gua..Poor Dong Gua..

Step 5:
See whether a hamster's nipples begin to protrude from her abdomen. This will occur about a week before the babies are born. The nipples should be clearly visible in all but the longest-haired varieties of hamsters, such as the dwarfs.
*Didn't see any..don't know how to see..

When will she/they give birth?I wonder..Can't wait to see the babies..

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This semester is ending soon..
Going back very soon..
But, How about my babies?
Haven't find a temporary home for them..

Knowing & Race to the Witch Mountain

Another movie day for us...

Knowing
Casting by Nicholas Cage

Rating: ********(8/10)



And

Race to the Witch Mountain
By Dwayne Johnson

Rating: *********(9/10)

Jesus loves Nick Vujicic

"Do not compare sufferings."



"some of the times, when you fall down, you feel like you don't have the strengths to get back up."

"when I fail, I will try again and again and again...there is not the end."

March 24,2009

Happy Birthday,dear Joyce~
It is a new year for u..
hope you ll be happy always..^^

最爱

原来
我们还是
不够了解对方

只想学会：
包容你
宠坏你
守着你

聆听你
附和你
纵容你

加上
了解你
体恤你
疼爱你



我相信
爱情
真的可以
很漫长

First time for Blood Donation- 25Feb 2009

Little update for my excitement
Finally, I have chance for blood donating.
This led me to flashback my first time to go for blood donating
but I failed because the nurse said I had no enough sleep.
When I heard that, my eye started to get wet.

However, thanks God,
For the chance for helping people in need,
For having such wonderful experience.

A picture of us, brave enough!

Me

Shuyi

and JoyJoy

And this is bruise after 24 hours.


Another Little notes to my dear friends
who read my previous post
who gave me their big hug and comfort
who willing to be my listener
Sorry that I not very willing to speak it out right now
Thank you for the concern.
and I really do appreciate it.
Love you all~

future??

one and a half hour discussion
regarding our future
honestly,it does lead discomfort in me
i am getting less and less of confidence
how long will the pathway I chose
can satisfy me
It never has been an easy process for me
during the discussion

lost~
I should make the major decision
helpless~
Only me is the key holder for our future
dilemma~
I have to choose between the two parties that I love the most

Both are the dearest people I have
Both are the people who sayang me as much as they can
Both are the people who care me more than I hope to

Today
I have to make a decision between my two significant parties?

I cannot take it like that
I feel alone
I feel unease
I feel pain


Dear Father Lord,please lead your daughter. Please be my guidance.
Amen

My three significant babies

Due to request from Dearie Lim,
I will just tell you all all about them.^^


Carrot in the bai fung wan cap


Peanut: run run!!i want to run
Joana: no! muahahahaha..u gonna be my mouse ady...


This is winter melon la. A coward, chubby, white male hamster I have.


From top to bottom: winter melon, peanut and carrot


Peanut and winter melon are friend friend with each other and sleeping together
Oh~ peanut got bf ady lo...


The first house


Their new home~Thanks to Roberta and Ye Tsun..


Their punishment "cage"


Run to left


Run to right


Where do their names came from?
Refer to my comment in previous post.
As for winter melon?
I wanted to call him water melon bcoz he is FAT! But, yy said call winter melon bcoz he is white as well. So lo~
Normally, we called him "dong gua"..thian said, sounds like "sha gua" >.<

p/s: I am looking for the most dominant male winter white hamster to pair up with carrot, at least 3 months old.
She cannot get along with winter melon bcoz she is too fierce and he is not as dominant as we thought.
So, anyone has any news for carrot's future bf, please inform me o~

My Recent Life

My two significant newcomers in my life:peanut and carrot




My Chap Goh Meh, Chinese Valentine at somewhere in PJ


Ye Tsun's birthday



My 214 valentine's day
For him:




From him:


Puzzle and lovely keychain
*yy complaining for forgetting the present of pre-valentine's




Our dinner:





more to be uploaded..^^