Goodbye,2007. Welcome,2008.

Say Goodbye to 2007 in a super hot weather. Mood is distracted, not because of the last day of 2007,but because of some reasons that I don't wish to bring out.

Year 2007
It is a worst year I ever had. Lots of happiness, lots of touchiness, lots of joyfulness, lots of regretfulness, lots of tears. However, should be grateful, it is over, should be over already. Year 2007 don't come back to me again. Bring along those unhappiness, sad memories, leave the sweet memories with me.

Looking backward,what had I done in year 2007?

Study
I manage to complete my first year without LAN subjects. But, the first semester of my second year was not as smooth as I expected. Additionally, I was over busy during the semester. I am not satisfying with my CGPA. Not enough lah~ Have to work harder.

Family
Staying far away from home, made me realize I cannot live without "bebelan" from my parents. Since the incident happened in May, I was getting closer with my family. Our relationship was improved. And also, since the community service, I got one more family. So, total up, I got 5 families : biological family(with baba n mama), big family(grandpa, grandma, uncle etc.), adopted family 1(in BTU), adopted family 2(from community service), and the last but not least, my Jalan Setiajasa family. So many people care about me, is a nice thing, but I have to care so many people, I don't know whether it is a happiness or not. Hehe~
I have improved my relationship with my sister as well. The one who always quarreled with me last time. Thanks for the cares, and the loves, and the don't know what. I love you all.

Religion
I was not satisfying with my performance in religion. The frequency of going to church was so unstable. And, because of certain influence, I started to feel insecure when going to the particular church. However, thanks my Father,Lord for guiding me. At least, I kept doing my devotion everyday during my August semester.

Friendship
Earn some best friends who are worth for me to fight for. Thanks,buddies for staying beside me when I needed help. Thanks for leading me and guiding me going through my tough time. Thanks for listening to my problems. Thanks for always being there for me. So wonderful to have you as my best best friends.

Love Relationship
It is the worst thing I hate to face on. Faced lots of problem in relationship about love. Hurting, being hurt. Everything was so messy. Too stress when thinking about to accept or not, to let him go or not. That's why I learnt to be independent, live without a man. It is not me to be selfish or cruel to hurt them, I cannot do it, what else you want me to do?I could not falling in love with them, how should I stay beside them? After hurting, I was hurt as well. Why should I continue to hurt myself?Sometimes, I don't understand why am I still caring how do they do after hurting them.
However,I manage to find my own happiness. At least, I am happy now although sometimes not.

OK! It is time to stop looking backward. They are all history and memories that I will lock them in my heart.

Year 2008
Welcome!Bring me luck and happiness. And improve all my weaknesses that I have in the past. Learn from the past, do the best in the future.

"I am SORRY!" For those whom I had disappointed with and hurt.
"THANK you!" For those who cared me,supported me,respected me.
"I LOVE you!" For those whom I love and who loved me.

Dear Father Lord,"I am SORRY!", "THANK you!" and "I LOVE you!".


Myspace Happy New Year Comments

“对不起！”

A:
昨晚，在毫无准备下，与你碰面。
到现在，心里还是很不舒服。
内疚感，突然不停的责备着。

伤害你，拒绝你，都不曾让我好过。

我希望，你能大方点，和我做回朋友。
可是，我知道，这种想法非常的自私，
因为，我只想让自己好过点。
只能说：“对不起！”

B：
遇见你，是预料的事。
可是，我没有勇气正面看着你。
甚至一直都在躲避你的视线。

你的好，我懂。
你的关心，我收得到。

可是，我“名花有主”，不能再让你对我越陷越深了。
你明不明白我的冷淡？
你明不明白我的用意？

我不希望他会误会，也不希望他对你有什么看法。
只希望你了解。
完完全全的了解。

我不愿意再伤害任何一个人。
“对不起！”

Y：
我知道，你也告诉过我，我不需要为A而自责。
可是，我的心里还是会不舒服。
我知道，你不希望看到我为其他“人”而难过。
我也不希望看到你为其他“人”而不开心。

痛心，残忍的事，我实在做不下去。

为了你，我愿意。
我也希望你能了解我的心情。
因为，这样做，我并不好受。

给我多点时间。
因为，对我来说，这，并不容易。

谢谢你的容忍！
谢谢你的体谅！
“对不起！”又让你失望了。

My 2007 Christmas

Not as usual,I was nt busy for Christmas this year. I did not perform, did not in-charge of any events. However, it was a normal Christmas for me but at least, I spent my time with my family and relatives with water some more(raining non-stop).

Before 25 Dec,everywhere started to celebrate Christmas. Many Christmas decoration was put on in the supermarkets. But, do they know what were they celebrating actually?



During the day of Holy night (Christmas eve), I went to have my hair cut. Having dilemma for 3 days. "How should I cut?" "How to change?" Thought to perm my hair, but scared to change too much. At last, TA DA...

(that isn't my hand)

(I did not grow fatter,ok??)

I spent my Christmas in Sibu,many events were held for celebration. There was a special,big event held by all the christian in Sibu near Parkson. Lots of games, performances, bazaars, and exhibitions.

It was a booth that decorated looked like the Last Supper (last meal Jesus shared with his twelve disciples before his death.) We were also served with the bread and wine.
（Did you see the bread and wine in the table?)



There was another booth with display all the stuff that used for tapping rubber, and also other tools that used in the previous time.

Tools for rubber tapping,and the lamp(the con shape at the left)

Helmet and the lampstands

Baby weighter

Well,it is not a medicine box,I guess,no medicine inside. They are used on baby,tools for listen to baby's heart beats,etc...

Guess what is this?

Yes!It is typewriter used for newspaper. The small thingy are words that available to publish on the newspaper during the previous time. The words/sentences have to be arranged "terbalik"-ly so that reader can correctly read the news. It takes lots of times,indeed.


Learnt lots of things from the exhibition. Can feel the joy of the birth of Jesus.

Wish you all Merry belated Christmas.N Happy New Year.

Classmates gathering..^^

Well,i know it is quite long time that I didn't update with my fans ady..hehehe~

Went to btu for form 6(upper) classmates gathering on 18/12/2007..what an embarrassing thing happened on me..i forgot to bring my toothbrush..n all the supermarket were closed ady..(it was about 11pm ady) fortunately,there was a grocery store was not yet closed..or.....kekeke...

the next day,i went to the same place, the same time,for my form 5 classmates gathering..so glad to meet all of my old classmates that i did not meet with for quite a long long time ady..since i moved to miri..ppl,miss u all..

Connie


Siong Lin


Girls (forced to act cute)


Guys


"Family" photo

Remember to call me up when there is a gathering again ya..will try to make it just to meet u all..

Good luck on ur journey in future..Take care..God bless~~

>.<

Wat a busy week?!bz bz bz for wat??for dis laa~~

never forget to get more vitamin during such bz week..

see~~how serious i am??


After a long long busy busy week, time for relaxing..Yippy~~

Getting ready for gai gai...


On Friday,i went to Mid Valley with friends...

Lots of christmas trees..n people..


And I got my first CNY shirt...

(RM44.90)

The next day,in Time Square.bought 4 clothes with less than RM 150..

below are my 战利品^^

(RM 30)


(RM35.90)


(RM30)


(RM 33.90)

tired, hungry but happy..kekeke~

Going back tomoro lo~...happy again..so excited...super duper happy...hehe~

Alvin and the Chipmunks

HoLiDaYsSsSs~~~fighting so hard...now only holiday...so tired neh~

after exam,4pm..straight away we go gai gai..at midvalley..bought a shirt..^^
then we went for movie.."Alvin and the Chipmunks"..
it is warm and lovely..i love Theodore the most..coz he is cute..i desire to hv a chipmunk..(talking chipmunk)..^^

well,although the plot of the story is same as my expectation,no more suspense,but i still strongly recommend it..i love their songs and voices...keke..

I give rating 9/10 *********

感触2

“人生短短几十年
享受你自己觉得对的吧！
有时想太多只会等于胡思乱想” (Catty, 2007, comment in 感触1)

知道所作的选择是错的，
可是很享受“错选择”所给的满足感
怎么办呢？
真的可以纵容自己错下去吗？

人，
到底要到什么时候
才学会说“不”呢？

精神年龄 vs 际年龄

您的精神年齡21歲

與您實際年齡差0歲

幼稚度68％

成熟度54％

老化度17％

宣傳給朋友: http://myidk.com/age.php

Got it from ah mao...^^

Don't worry,be happy

不知道什么时候，
发现你的大小姐脾气又开始了。。。
总是为了一些非常渺小的事情
生气，
不开心，
给谁谁脸色看。。。
最近的心情好像
不是100%perfect,wonderful。。。
人家说
恋爱的人
应该是最美的。。。
但，
我发现，
你脸黑黑的样子，
超丑的，
超恐怖的。。。

考试咯。。。
加油吧！
不要先为其他事烦，
不要让任何事影响你的心情哦~
Good luck!

何耀珊 - 握紧

这么远的距离 我还是看得见你
没什么表情 拳头握得紧
你还是习惯压抑 紧紧的抓住自己
忽然下起的雨 也没让你离去
握紧的双手 你能抓得住什么
给你 海阔和天空 又有什么用
我们都骗不过自己
我们都太过自信
才让我们都忘了 珍惜
握紧的双手 其实抓不住什么
渴望自由的人 往往最不自由
我站在街的这一头 见证你所有寂寞
放开手爱才能宽容

也许这不容易 我还是想记得你
真心的对待 最值得回忆
你爱我 我也爱你
这一切不必证明
我是如此确定只要你不放弃
握紧的双手 你能抓得住什么
给你 海阔和天空 又有什么用
我们都骗不过自己
我们都太过自信
才让我们都忘了 珍惜
握紧的双手 其实抓不住什么
渴望自由的人 往往最不自由
我站在街的这一头 见证你所有寂寞
放开手爱才能宽容

Enjoy~~
heard this song when I was studying Biopsych..
I love the melody o~
Just want to share..
Good luck for those who are having their final exam..
God bless you!

感触1

有没有试过，
拥有一件
连自己都不知道
它是否属于自己
的东西？

在发现
它其实并
不属于自己的时候，
在该放手的时候，
才发现自己
越来越不想放手，
自己已经完全不能自拔，
不想失去它，
但
会不会
因为该放弃的原因
而选择放手呢？

很矛盾，对吧？
只要你还活着，
都要面对做选择的时候
人往往会害怕做错选择
万一做错了选择
还要承当其后果

作对选择，
当然对自己有好处，
但
做错选择呢？
除了对自己的选择负责任之外，
是不是
应该感谢“它”
让你成长呢？
是不是
应该感谢“它”
成为你生命中的转折点呢？

头脑突然冒出这样的问题
目的是什么？
不懂嘞！
随便掰一下啦。。。

Enchanted

Another movie for dis week, "Enchanted". dis movie causing me more n more desperate to go to Disneyland.



Enchanted,again, is a fairy tale. For me, the most important message sent by the movie was "dare to love the one you love, let him/her goes if he/she does not love you." I recommend for the movie. It is a nice movie indeed. I don't want to summarize the story because it is a lovely story for you to figure out. Go with your love one will be sweeter. ^^

I give 9/10 rating.*********

My uni life for sem Sept 2007

Halloween Day



Colloquium Day





Oral defense



it is a wonderful,colorful,beautiful sem...that I learnt many things from different people...Forth sem is going to end soon...NOW,it is the time for me to chiong for my final...throw away my laziness...concentrate concentrate concentrate!!!pray for me,my angels...thanks all...muaks~ *O*