Monday, December 15, 2008

Blessing~

Yesterday,
was a very special day!

After a long run for our studies,
Finally got chance to go for shopping
He never complaint for my choosy behavior
Instead, he accompanied me the whole day

At night,
She called me
It was a special conversation
that we never have before
We talked from heart to heart
She wishes the best for me
At the same time,
She blesses us
I felt the closeness between us
It is great!

I wanted to shout out loud that
Mummy, Thank you
for the blessing
and the caring
I love you!

Lord,
Thank you!
for all the arrangement
for all the concern and caring on me
This is the best Christmas gift for this year!

I really feel grateful for everything
that I have
The loves I own from different people
It is so amazing!
It is so beautiful!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

掉了~ 停了~ 湿了~

咬紧牙根
结果还是
掉了~

忍着
含着
还是
掉了~

静静的
轻轻的
掉了~

一分钟
三分钟
五分钟
终于
停了~

信息
安慰
停了~

一双
一对
还是
湿了~


掉了~

停了~

湿了~

Thursday, December 4, 2008

night without good nite

suddenly

"i want go sleep, that's all"
I was shocked.

No good nite

what did i do?

what did i say?

what ur heart saying abt me?

i suddenly feel like

LOST...

only u can find me back...

i suddenly dunno what to do...

Only u can tell me how...

or

maybe u just want to sleep
WITHoUT good nite.

I guess...

maybe u are influenced
by my moody.

I guess...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

平衡点

不知道,你们有没有发现
我,突然间,变得很积极,
变得很38的关心身边的人
真的,自己也这么觉得..

为什么?
原因只有一个,“害怕”
害怕被遗忘
害怕自己变得不懂得关怀
害怕在需要时,又有那种迷路的感觉

是时候学习平衡一下的了
但,平衡点在哪里?

house 32

Suddenly, house 32 in the dark state
That everyone seems so down
That some fall sick
That virus is transferring all around the house
That some are moving out
That laughter is going to be lesser and lesser
That everyone is going to be stress for exam and assignments

My mood has been affected by the atmosphere of house 32
I never feel so before
never affected by the atmosphere of house 32
or maybe I didn't realize before
That when the laughter brings up my days

To Yong Jie,
Know you're sick when preparing your exam
Nothing much I can do except for my care and my prayer
Hope you can be tougher and be stronger

To Agnes and Shari,
Knowing you two are moving out soon
Better bcoz getting quieter
But, worst I gonna miss your craziness
your laughter
your stories of your past
your cares for me
Take good care
Will be missing you two

To Joana,
you are the most senang student who is in exam period
but still playing MissBimbo
I know nothing much I can be worrying about you
Only thing to say
Take good care
Don't eat KFC again when you haven't recover from your stomachache

To XiaoThian,
you are the only one in this house
going to fight together with me for the Psycho thingny
know your thesis is going to done soon
still,have enough rest

To house 32 daily visitor,Yeow Yang,
After all, you are more relax a bit
knowing you are having stressful period
but still create problems to you
I know there is nothing much you need me to be worry about
but still,Take good care and take enough rest




*Here is the closer one as requested by ah lim.too bad that we don't have everyone(Yong Jie) in the picture.Just realized that we have no family picture for house 32.

Love you all!muaks~

Monday, December 1, 2008

幸福

和housemates聊天后,
感觉很不错,
至少,我觉得我是in-group...
将近早上五点,
还不想睡...

和她谈谈过后,
我觉得自己很幸福,
至少,你一直都在...

每当被问起“你喜欢他什么?”
我总是回答,“安全感咯~”
其实,it is more than that...
你给了我很多,我需要的东西...

跟你在一起,你让我看到未来...
跟你在一起,我感觉到我的付出是值得的...
跟你在一起,我觉得我是被珍惜的...
跟你在一起,我真得很幸福...

你的大男人主义,同时,是尊重我的...
你的大男人主义,同时,是在乎我的感受的...
你的大男人主义,同时,让我觉得做你的小女人是幸福的...

我也希望,你是幸福的...

P/S: To someone, I know you are suffering from something which came in the wrong time. I am sorry for that. I want you to know, you are not alone! Never! Don't try to be tough, if you think you are not enough to be that. I am always here for you. And remember, you owe nobody anything, you owe yourself a "yourself". Be yourself, think of yourself, and everything "yourself" first. You can make it, we support you until the end of the world. Good luck,sweetie!^^