Thankful

"THANK YOU,DEAR!"

挂住

收到姐妹的信息，
他们过得很开心，
玩得很开心，
我也替他们开心，
可是，
同时，
心里有一股酸酸的感觉，
很不好受。

姐妹们，
我很挂住你们。
新年回去，
可能真的没有机会和你们碰面。
让我越想越念你们了。
要想我，知道吗？？

亲爱的，
我也很想念你。
电话没有余额了，
想要和你说话都不能了。

"You are not alone."
"I am with you."
"No more secret between us."
可是突然感觉，
我好寂寞，
好孤单！
说好没有秘密的，
就算现在不想要有秘密也不行了。

想念的感觉，
真的不好受！
想念的日子，
真的不好过！

感触3

因为不想重蹈覆辙
因为怕再次伤害/被伤害
想要逃避
真的逃避得了么？

你，
到底要到什么时候
才学会面对？
勇于面对，
真的这么难？
逃避,
会让你更舒服?

对于一个自尊心强的人，
勇于面对，
似乎比登天还难。
与其低头承认自己的错误，
不如以自责来博取他人的同情？

3周月纪念

昨天，有人问我，我到底想念谁啊？是他？是她？都是啦！！因为最近经常想念人。

几个小时前，是我们三周月纪念。我不开心，他不开心。

我，为学业，为project，为组员。。。
不是我不信任你们，因为时间紧迫，而大家似乎还没开始准备，所以有点担心。

他，因为我，我没有专心为他做一件事，弄痛他了。
心里很矛盾，不服，但又自责；好像解决了，没事了。
可是，心里还是不舒服啊！不是我要往-ve想，这就是我，爱胡思乱想的我，很怕你对我冷淡的我。

心，哭了。
开始想念了。

I miss you~

I miss you!

I

really

super

duber

pretty

very

too

so

miss

you

lah~

Don't ask me who..

IT IS YOU, YOU, YOU

Awesome God

I went for seafood dinner with my cell group last night. It was the celebration of 2 members' birthday and one member's promotion. From their sharing, I learnt that, believe in God, He'll bless us and fulfill our life with lots of blessing.

After the dinner, "Daddy"(they call the leader of the group as "Daddy") sent us back. He was complaining that whenever he reached at traffic light, it turned red and had to wait so long. Karen then asked him to pray: "God, please let the traffic light turned green whenever a red KERISA WKE XXXX pass through them", and can you believe it? Among the 8 traffic lights, 6 was green, 1 was yellow and 1 was red. It is amazing! You see~ God is so AWESOME!

If you believe in Him, pray with FAITH, He will give you. With only one condition, have FAITH when you ask for it. Some more, be specific. Hehehe~

I prayed already, what about you?

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最近的脾气怪怪的...
动不动就发脾气,
就是控制不了.
在朋友面前，
可以很自然的欢笑;
可是,
面对他时,
就一直心情不好,
一直跟他顶嘴,
而他,
却一直都在容忍,
迁就我...
被他这么一宠,
心里酸了,
内疚感增加了,
甚至不敢开口跟他说话...
怕再次对他发脾气...

“别想太多！睡一觉，醒来就没事了！”
虽然不知道心情不好的原因,
虽然没听到我最想听见的一句话,
但是他还是有办法哄我...

亲爱的，
对不起！
&
谢谢你！
我想，
我是被你宠坏了...
嘻嘻！

姐妹情 vs 爱情

感触很深！
不是因为我面临相同的问题，
而是她们的姐妹情感动了我。

若是有一天，
我和我最close的人，
同时爱上同一个男生，
我会怎么做呢？
你呢？
你又会怎么做呢？

在友情和爱情之间，
应该作出怎样的选择
才不会伤害任何一方呢？

往往
恋爱中的男男女女
都会面对“吃醋”的情况。
看见情人为其他事，
忽略自己，
心里总是不好受。

那么，
情人和朋友
在同一个时间约你时，
你会选择谁呢？

傻婆说:
“为什么一定要选择呢？
难道，
就不能三个人一起约会么？”

我觉得，
没有所谓的
重色轻友，
只有所谓的
不了解。。。

你说呢？
嘻嘻！

I could sing of Your love forever

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when
Your love came down. [Yeah!]

I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever. [Repeat]

Oh, I feel like dancing -
it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we're dancing now.


Listen to lyric rather than viewing the video.
Let's sing of God's love forever.
It could be love
from God,
from parents,
from friends,
from love one.
Sing of the love we earn,
to show our gratefulness and thankfulness.

May God bless all my angels.

假期结束了！

又是离开的时候了。
在个时候的我，是在黑暗里，摸黑地打字。

家庭
这次回家，发现爸爸妈妈老了很多，白头发都长了出来。
有点心疼。。。
同时，也发现，我的两个妹妹，越来越懂事了。
好欣慰哦！
送走了我，家里，就真的只剩下两个老老的了。
爸爸工作，妈妈在家。
爸爸去公干，妈妈真的没有人陪伴了。
感谢上帝，差派一个小小的天使陪伴妈咪。
至少，妈咪没有那么寂寞。
大家都说，“你很闲空哦！孩子都长大，都出去读书了。”
但是，我了解爹地妈咪的心情。
不只是要负担起供3个女儿的学费的责任，
还要承受思念之痛。
爹地妈咪，女儿了解，也会努力读书，不会让你们失望。
阿苇，阿莉，加油哦！不可以随便讲放弃哦！
阿gor,你也要加油哦！

朋友
终于，和分离已久的同学见面。
很难得，大家都“长大”了。
真的很开心。
发现自己终于可以很自然的跟大家在一起。
至少，我不会为了讨好朋友而约束自己。
刚才，和一班朋友出去。
原来，这次假期，我没有好好找机会和大家团聚。
当我送他们回家后，一个人在路上，真的心里酸酸的。
突然，很想念你们。
大家，好好照顾自己哦！
记得跟我联络哦！
还有，谢谢你们发现我身上长肉肉了。哈哈！！
谢谢你们教blurblur的我傻傻，无聊，但好玩的game。

感情
终于，很坚决的，跟追求我的人划清界限。
这是好事！
内疚，还是会有一点点的。
但是，至少，没有拖着他们，阻碍他们另寻对象。
也告诉爹地妈咪，我的新恋情。
还有，发现我小小的男朋友，比我还懂事也！嘻嘻！
我知道有时我真的很blur，很欠扁。
这个假期，真的让我很挂念你哦！

逃避

就是不想提，不想说，不想面对。
成绩出炉了。
虽然是预料中的过不了关，
可是别人能够，为什么我不能？？
在Year 2 Fail 了一科，
未来的日子，
将比我想象中还要更辛苦。
不想想，还是得想。
不想面对，还是得面对。
没有办法！
没有头绪！
怎么解决？？？？？

烦恼，
我恨你！
不理你了！！！！

New Year 2008

It is a new year. But did not begin with a good start. How would it be in the next 362 days?

On the first day of 2008, I had an unhappy discussion with him.

And, today, I found out all the subjects that I enrolled were rejected! I could not understand what is the reason. Some more, I found out the most weird thing I have while the others do not have. A "SUPP_EXAM" found in my one of the subject (last semester) while the other subjects were "COMPLETE". I have asked my coursemates. None of them have any idea on it. However, I was convinced that it does not represent fail of the subject (although I expected that I am going to fail that subject). Will it be representing cheating in the exam? Retaking exam? Plagiarism? Haiz.. Don't want to think about that already. I'll know when the result release. Of course! All my friends told me that. Because it does not happen on them. I could not stop myself from preparing to be SHOCKED!!!

However, there were some fun thing happened.
First, Chai Lim, my sister, some of friends and I were busy baking this and that recently.

Egg Tart(by Wee)


Shao Mai(by Mum)


Die Biang(by Mum)


Peppermint Layer Cake(by Wee and Wendy and Lim)


Guo Dong(by Me and Lim and Wendy)


Lastly,Famous Amos Biscuit(by Lim and Tay and Wee)

Then we had many movies together.
And Grace came over my place for a night, the next day, I went to Grace's place.

With Du Du(In Grace's room)

Last but not least, my little sister has gone to sibu to further her study. Jia you,Ah Li. Yao Xiang Jie Jie orh~~

(Li purposely retake until she looked nice in the pic. And sha sha de Wee. hehehe~)

New year,New hope,All bad things go away from me.

P/S: the blog was done on the night of 4 Jan .