very keen to watch fireworks with him
but how to let him know?

Lucas

A little video and audio recording of Lucas, 2 years and 3 months plus boy.

Lucas's favorite - ball kicking

Can you see that how accurate his kick on the ball when the ball was still bouncing?
Sorry if it caused you neck and eye problem to watch this video. :P

Lucas learnt a new word from Gor Gor (my brother) : [audio recording]


:)
He made up my day.

Now I know

Read your blog..changed my mind..
Now only I knew that, you are missing me more than I can imagine..
I am such an inconsiderate person.
No matter, towards you or my dear friends.



















I miss you too.

让“不可能”变为“可能”，可能吗？

和某人谈起他和她之间的事
刚开始虽然不很愿意谈，
但，有个声音告诉她，
为什么要逃避呢？

从信仰的层面上看，
它并不是一件让人可以开怀地谈论的事
因为，爱上他，就得付上比其他人还要多的代价
毕竟，建立基督化家庭，是两个人的事

其实很想告诉他，
如果，你的女朋友，
虽然知道那是“不可能”的，
却还抱着一丝丝的希望，
盼望你和她一样一起相信耶稣，
将来可以建立基督化的家庭，
死后仍然可以在天堂见面，
你会觉得这样会很过分吗？

承诺了的考验，会是什么样的呢？
是给他们信心的考验吗？
还是给他们更“方便”离开对方呢？

每天的祈祷，
希望有奇迹会发生，
希望神掌权

信与不信的，不能和为一体
却还抱着那一顶点的希望

我和她的一样，
希望奇迹会发生
因为神是行神迹的神
而他，是神安排给我的吗？

在想他了。。

习惯

有人说，爱的最高境界是“习惯”
当你习惯了一个人生活中的习惯，
你就真地爱上他了
真的是这样吗？

爱一个人就要爱并接纳他的优点和缺点
等你真得学会接纳他所有的优点和缺点时，
我想，你可以说已经是习惯了他生活中的习惯
那么，到底是，你爱他，是因为你习惯了他生活中的习惯
还是，你爱他，就要习惯他生活中的习惯呢？

我已经习惯了他的24小时的保护我
我已经习惯了他在睡前在我的额头上给我一个吻
我已经习惯了每次吵架过了，第二天就和好没事
我已经习惯了他因为打机而没空理我
我已经习惯了他晚睡的习惯
我已经习惯了他跟我说他有多想我
我已经习惯了他告诉我生活的小点滴

可是，
我还是不习惯，他用重的语气和我说话（他说话声量大）
我还是不习惯，他在打机时对我发脾气
我还是不习惯，和他吵架后，需要给自己时间安静的习惯
我还是不习惯，接受他的责备/情况的分析

那我到底是爱他还是不爱他呢？
还用问吗？
我爱他，只是还没有完全的爱他的习惯。
不是吗？

I love you!

我爱耀扬
I love yeow yang
Aku cinta yeow yang
Ik hou yeow yang
Λατρεύω yeow yang
Ich liebe yeow yang
मैं 耀扬 प्यार
私耀扬愛
ฉัน รัก yeow yang

ehhehehe~

R.I.P Sandra

About 7 years ago, when I was in Sibu, my grandparents' place.
I received a sad news of a friend of mine,Mao Kai Yuan.
He has passed away in a car accident.
I could not believe it.
I kept calling my other friends to confirm the news.
Even when I received confirmation,
I still prayed,
"God, bring him alive."

Yesterday, I received another sad news from my housemate.
She, Sandra Wong, my ex-housemate passed away in a car accident.
This time, I could not take it as well.
Such a big person, how can they said she has passed away,then she just really gone?
Went to her Facebook.
Saw the comments and greetings her friends gave,
Saw her photos,
I could not not admit that, she has left us.
Until now, I am still waiting, someone will tell me that the news is a prank.

Although we were not close, but we did talk to each other.
Although I have no good feeling towards her, but I felt sad for her leaving.

I am sorry, Sandra, for not treating you better when you were staying with us.
I am sorry, Sandra, for talking about you behind you.

Rest In Peace, Sandra.
I guess, you are now sitting beside Jesus Lord,
enjoying the most happiest moment in Heaven.

May God comfort your family and all those whom you loved and cared.