Tuesday, August 28, 2007

GERAMNYA!!!!

I am in KL ady. I arrived here around 12.30pm. After taking my luggage,I bought a taxi ticket from a counter in airport because I had to rush home to put all my luggages n rush to sch as I hv class at 3pm. Then,I approached to the parking place with lots of taxi there n they guided me to a taxi. The driver seems so...(dunno how to explain)...I was thinking,he knew where is the place or not. In the cab,he kept on asking me,where was I going. I said "Medan Damansara" n whispered "It is written on the ticket wat???". He kept on asking me where is it. How should I explain? I said old immigration office, he dunno...I said Pusat Bandar Damansara, he dunno too...walao!!how can he be a taxi driver like dis??

Well,I hv to guide him where to go loh since he is so ngong ngong de...he asked me to read on the sign board n lead him how to go...I was worrying,how if i got wrong?he told me that he never get to damansara...it was his first time...when we were at the junction,we dunno whether we should take the way to damansara utama or damansara jaya...then i hv no choice when the traffic light turned green...then,i said "masuk damansara jaya.."then i called my fren (the driver tot he is my daddy...lolz..)...he talked to the driver n asked him to send me to Bangsar...u know wat?he dun even where is One Utama...*fainted* he started to mengamuk...kept speaking Tamil alone there...he had asked many ppl,how to go to medan damansara ady...yet,he still dunno...=.=

at last,i reached home after 1 1/2 hours...b4,I just need to take 1 hour to reach home eh~~~the worst is,he told me that I bought the wrong ticket ady...he said if get to here,i hv to pay at least RM100...(I paid RM 60.80 for the taxi fee...I paid the same amount as well last time)I think he was trying to ask me to pay more...he said "macam ini,kami yang rugi o...mau sampai sini,memang perlu sekurang-kurang RM100...u hanya bayar RM 60"...i refused to listen to him,i told him i paid the same amount last time...I told him,"memang tempat ini Medan Damansara"...he showed his dissatisfaction...i cant tahan ady...i told him to buka his bonnet for my luggage...then,i "PAM" his bonnet...walao eh~~see me soft soft, then try to bully me lah????bad bad driver....geramnya!!!

brought me to HOLLAND i hvnt count with u eh...now u try to cheat me?how come u know how much does it cost to take cab from airport to medan damasara as u nvr been there????u tot i am as STUPID as u ar??gi ling yang...HWC 4920...dun let me see u again!!!!

Monday, August 27, 2007

写给一个特别的朋友

是时候给你写部落格了...

“昨晚没有睡好,可能是因为吃太饱了。
整夜我有想想关于你我之间的事。
之前,我给自己两个月的期限决定要不要 和你在一起。
可是,假期结束了,我还是没有找到那种感觉。
是不是神的安排?我也不懂。
但是,请你答应我一 件事:不要等我。
日后,若你遇到更适合的,不要因为对我的承诺而放弃她。可以吗?”


之后,你等了很久才回复我。我知道也了解为什么。你心乱了。你烦了。你伤心了。你不懂该怎么回复我的信息。你还谢谢我给你机会,也希望我不会忘记你对我的感情。你的回复,让我自己也乱了。。。

“我知道我让你伤心了。
你对我的好,我是知道的。你疼我,我也很感激。我知道我是幸福的。
你对我的情感我永 远都不会忘记。
未来的事,我不敢想象。
但,我希望你能把你的爱收回一点点。
将来若真的不是你的话,至少你不会太伤。”


我并不是在安慰你。这是我的真心话。我不希望看到你伤心的样子。对于任何一个人都好,我都不希望他们难过的样子。

刚开始认识你时,是我去西马读书时,你主动写信息给我。那时的你,真的让我感觉,我离乡背井,并不寂寞。有时候,我在想,为什么我的女生朋友都不常sms我的?反而是你,这个不熟又不生的朋友,比他们常关心我?

就在,520这个特别的日子,你向我告白了。虽然不觉得惊讶,但还是会不知所措。因为,我已经sense到你是喜欢我的,而我不当一回事,因为我觉得,迟点你会觉得我不太适合你。毕竟两地情是最令我抗拒的感情。

这几个月里,我对你的认识并不算很少,也不多。在你身上,我的确看得到未来,因为你肯努力,肯拚。你的关怀和体恤,的确让我给你打大大加分。可是,在外面听到关于你的事,也不少。多数是负面的。但是,对于你,我真的觉得你是一个不错的朋友。我是喜欢你的,只是那种朋友的喜欢。虽然我不知道未来,我们俩会变成什么样。但是,你是值得我交的朋友。我想,我没有看错人。

“交托给神吧!
如果这段感情是神所祝福的,
相信我是逃不掉的。”


愿神祝福你满满。让你遇到他已为你预备的,毕竟你也不小了。。。嘻嘻~

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Cherish~

Dearie Ling,ting,mek,huiling,huifeng...n everyone...who accompanied me during my long long long holiday...thank u all...i really happy to hang out with u guys...dis holidays gave me more opportunities to get close with u all n hanging out around,knew more place,more frens,more joke,more stuff...wish that we got chance to hang out again...i reli jealous that u guys had childhood together...i wish i join u guys too...hehehe~~

my holidays is going to end soon lor~~going back to school soon...cant hang out again until christmas...i'll be back for christmas o...wait me ar~~kekekeke...will never forget u guys...friendship forever...muaks~~

p/s:kingshing n bibi,nice to meet u~

Thursday, August 23, 2007

surprise~~

went to btu recently...heard lots of rumor...n they are so surprising for me...

one of them was a gal,gave birth one month after her wedding...she is a christian...of course i wont mention who is she lah...i was quite surprise that she gave birth so early...i got dis news from those "three aunty six nanny"...the gal was quite ok de gal...she went church quite often...we knew that she got a bf since long time ago...n the couple not yet get married when they saw her big tummy...those aunty nanny said that the gal not dare to tell her family abt her pregnancy till they saw her big tummy...by the time,she had pregnant for 5-6 months ady...i am kinda pity for the gal n her family...the more they wanna hide from public...the more the public knew abt it...i dunno how will her life be in the future...coz as i knew,she not dare to tell anyone when she was about to give birth...summore,her husband is not christian...

well,girls...i dunno wat to say...n it is kinda weird to say like dis...but,protect urself...protect the GIFT from God...think twice or threefold or fourfold n so on before u gonna smth that might make u regret in ur future...wish the gal n her family happy ever after lor...

from now on,i'll protect myself more than i used to be...i dun wish be like dis gal...coz if i am in her situation now,i will totally regret with wat i did...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

最有压力的一天

昨天,发生了三件让我烦恼的事。。。应该是这个假期里,最压力的一天吧!

学业
时间表已经出炉了。。。又是一个烦恼的时候了。。。要编排时间,而且是自己能够应付的时间表。很挣扎也。。。有4科是compulsory 要拿的,一科free elective。很难选啊!还有,LAN subjects 两科。如果,拿完,我就等于拿7科科目了。不知道自己应付得来吗?要在三年内完成我的degree课程,好像对我来说越来越难了。

感情
有个网友,从skype认识的,他后来跟我讨msn的地址。我给了他。不久前,他又跟我拿电话号码,我拒绝给他。就在昨天,他告诉我,“你是个好女孩。”“做你的男朋友,一定很幸福。“ 听起来,这是个称赞。但,我不为此而开心。因为,对一个陌生人来说,我可以给他那种“想要追求我”的感觉,更何况是我身边的朋友?有一种“自讨”的感觉。为什么?这个未曾见过面的男生,既然说,“我想了解你”,“我会等你”,“我要泡你”。。。这证明了什么?我hiao?我很会讨人疼惜?
老实说,我并不为我有很多的追求者而骄傲。因为越多追求者,我的烦恼越多,烦恼越多,要被我伤害的人越多。对我来说,这是一件可怕的事!!
身边的朋友,也是追求者,对我还不死心,我真的很难过。。。一直逃避他,伤害他,数落他,他还是不肯放手。。。
我真的怕了他。。。逃避他,逃避得很累了。。。伤害他,伤害到觉得自己很可怕。。。
叫我怎么做啊??逃避也不是,面对也不是。。。总不可能因为可怜而在一起啊?如果是这样,那我不是很忙咯?

行销和信仰
AMW
AY,RELIV,PROPOLIS etc...什么种类的品牌都好,行销在这个世上已经是最普遍的了。

昨晚,跟朋友去了AMWAY的会议。我想,昨晚而根最不能清静的一个晚上。那边的人,很会说。可以从我的大学,讲到ActiveHoney,然后讲到她自己的见证。说实在的,我昨晚只是抱着“去听听”的态度去。果然,让我“听”了整个晚上。哈哈。。。认识了不少人,而且是不简单的人。他们会讲,会做,也很会说服人。佩服佩服!!他们的说服力很强,可是我的坚决更强。其实,我不是没有想过未来。也不是没有想过要为父母省钱。可是,就是不懂怎么说~

我拒绝了加入他们,毕竟我还是个学生,要我用家人的钱去赚自己的钱,好像有点怪。。。我拒绝了,他们还是很努力,尝试得让我被他们说服。。。可是,我比他们更坚决。。。我说,等我念完大学了在打算。。。

我觉得,如果,昨晚的情况是在传福音呢?他们会不会坚持,尝试,努力的让我归入主的名下呢?听过一个人说,福音就像是行销。耶稣就是那产品。线人就是我们这些基督徒。。。如果我们能拿那充满说服力的口才来说服人们信耶稣,那该有多好啊!如果我们能说服未信者信主,就像他们说服顾客买这个产品一样。。。一旦他们拒绝了,就像我拒绝加入他们,成为一分子一样。我想,我们应该向这些尝试说服我的人一样,一直努力的,把福音传给他们。只不是神要我们做的吗?

从行销,讲到信仰,很奇怪哦?

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

ADP?Bpysc?

just received a mail from my sch...the ADP program's timetable has released...hmm~~what should i do wif dis leh??BPyc's timetable not yet released,how to arrange my time to take elective subjects wor~~summore,LAN subject's timetable has released as well...Bpsyc ar Bpsyc...u caused lots of problem to me lah...ADP's elective subject will start the first lecture on 20th August...i am still in Miri when their new sem starts...what i gonna do?

n hor~heard that our degree cert. is not approved by government...is it true?who knows?what is it all abt?so far i just heard dis from a fren...maybe it is not true?haiya...dunno lah...

Monday, August 13, 2007

my new roommate (Part II)

If u did view my blog in friendster, u knew that i was worrying abt my new roommate...Singhalese...hahahaha~~when i viewed my blog again just now,i cant stop myself from smiling...kekeke~~^^

well, today, August 13 2007, at 5.02 pm, i was having my nap. When I was having my sweet dream, my dear housemate, Xiao Thian call me. She is the one who saw Mr. Hiew brought a Singhalese girl that day. She told me she saw my new roommate ady. My sleepy eyes suddenly became so big. The first Q i asked her was "Is she a chinese?". She told the girl is a chinese. OH!!Thank u,God. Thank u,Mr. Hiew. According to Xiao Thian, she has moved in to my room. She is a nice girl to chat with... But,Xiao Thian said she speaks in English. Maybe she dunno how to speak in Mandarin. I guess that's the only problem we hv here bah~communication problem...wondering how is it like when living with a girl who is totally different with my ex-roommate?

Hoping that I know how to deal with her...live with her...communicate with her...since she might be the one who is going to accompany me in my next 2 years...IF,she is a christian?it will be much more better...:)